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i haven't slept even a single wink, bc i planned to wing a new chapter for theosingularity, but as usual, i did nothing (; i was just seeing myself drowning in delusions while having nanami on my side //le cries
i have my soul died and feeling really empty in the past few days, but still, nanami still has invaded my brain like a fucking parasite. and yes, im very normal (lmfao)
and soooooo i decided to watch josee, the tiger and the fish (after letting it swam freely on my list) to wake myself up to reality and im uglyyy faken crying it's so gotdamn beautiful and i feel like my heart starts to beat again ;;;;;; im so in love with it and it got me kicking the air with my gotdamn feet
im just a sucker for character A showing character B the world as if giving them a new pair of eyes to see new perspectives and landscapes—it's the kind of trope i always incorporate (at least i try to) with my stories and fics and i won't get tired of it.
sorry also for rambling a lot here lmaooo i have no other accounts left (except this) bc i hate myself and i always make myself miserable hahahahahahahaha
and yep again, im decently normal .
see yah in the next chapter ig. tho no one really reads my stories—and that's ok too
jaa