❝ 𝖆𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖍𝖆 .ᐟ

Ugh I hate everyone and everything why do finals have to come so early? LET ME BREEEEEATHUH
          
          also a myriad of practicals and what not. AM I SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING OR COMPLETING TS BSFR

HEYYYYYY
          
          HOW YOU DOING AASTHA <3333
          
          (you never replied to my email T^T)

hiiii

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEEE NAKAOEHABKSJWHSI

It's almost your birthday. Why had I been counting down the days? What do I do with this knowledge anymore? Will you respond if I were to wish you?
          
          I threw the letters away. Deleted all the edits. Infact, I've stopped editing all together. It's like a gasping wound.
          
          It's almost your birthday and the knowledge is so much more painful than joyful to me. How do I forget?
          
          I can't stop hating you. Or loving you. Who cares.

AFTER BEING THE TALLEST MOST OF MY LIFE, BEING CALLED SHORT IS SO INSULTING
          
          JOOIHFSDGKKLLFSD I'LL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS OUT ???
          
          FYM my friend calls me "one and a half feet tall" YOU'RE JUST AN INCH TALLER??? CRASHING OUT, LET ME BE AN INCH TALLER PLEASE

‘‘T'es la meilleure chose qui m'est arrivée,
          Mais aussi la pire chose qui m'est arrivée.’’

STARTED THE CRUEL PRINCE TODAY YAYYYY I'VE BEEN WANTING TO READ IT FOR A WHILE FOR THE PLOT (judejudejudejudejudejude) 
          
          According to Rishi, it's very bad and she hated it, but I'm loving the writing so far (she also loved Fourth Wing and Powerless, so I take her book recs with a grain of salt)
          
          I'M SO EXCITED, I LOVE BOOKS WITH POLITICAL INTRIGUE

Had the worst day yesterday and then it quickly turned pretty nice too. I'm glad to have a friend back, even if all this cost me two of mine. 
          
          I'm sorry, for not being a better friend to you. My apologies will never be enough. Your scolding yesterday really urged me to finally get my shit together and ask for help. I just wish it'd been earlier, so you wouldn't be hurt. I'll forever cherish our friendship, if you see this. I needed that reality check yesterday. Thank you for everything, and sorry for much more, mi'lady. Rosa will always be in the image of you.

Someone lowkey annihilate I'm so nervous why do I have to take part in everything I need to learn how to say no ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Performance on 16th and I'M NOT READY PLEASE