I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now it's a steel knife
In my windpipe I can't breathe But I still fight
While I can fight As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight High off of love
Drunk from my hate It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate And right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me She f***ing hates me
And I love it  Wait Where you going I'm leaving you No you ain't Come back We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane