HanJi

He’s gone… one of our kittens is actually gone… this is the worst birth month ever. Last year we had to euthanize one of our dogs in my birth month, now we had to euthanize our kitten. He was so sweet, so precious, so adorable, he liked to play. I hated seeing him so sad, suffering, in misery, his painful meows, his stomach noises, his skinniness. Oh god please let our other kittens not have FIP please I’m desperate, especially not my kitten. Why does my life have to be like this?? I really hoped, wished, this wouldn’t happen. And why in my birth month? On the 1st of January? Why god? Please tell me why
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Happy New Years guys

The fact he is staying in my room right now, I’ll be crying holding him tonight

One of our Kitten’s has FIP… we have to put him down most likely because treatment is a lot of money… frick… I hate this… it’s fricking New Year’s Eve and I’m holding back my tears because I put a lot of effort in my makeup. I don’t know how we’re going to countdown, celebrate, take pictures without not being happy. I really hate this. Why on this day? Why today? We planned to eat 12 grapes to give us luck but we couldn’t even reach then before we got a call from the vet

I wanna cry so bad… so so bad….

I’m gonna post some random pics of myself for no reason at all.(not my full face)

I woke up and saw a vid on YouTube abt a Jeju flight crash, 181 people, two being Thai women, with two survivors, the crash video was insane, you can see all types of things flying out while everything is burning into flames, some of those things being human flesh. Human flesh flying out everywhere… South Korea is mourning right now, Skz have pushed back the releasing of their new song which I totally get it. The trauma that the two survivors have is crazy, one have total paralysis I’m pretty sure, they much just have to you know bc it’s basically torture being totally paralyzed, along with being burnt.
          

HIII

MARI FUCKING SOL 
          
          AWSNER THE GC

Nooo pleaseee I need someone in Korea rn to go and get rid of those wreaths in front of Hybeeee. I don’t want Jungwon to leave Enha just like SEUNGHAN did in RIIZE, I won’t be able to handle it, he is one of my biases I really can’t. Please Jungwonnn don’t leave Enhypen just ignore the haters.