Hey guys, this little update will not be on a happier note and I am sorry.
I don’t know if anybody even reads these, but just a little life update if anybody does.
I am not in a good place right now mentally, and I’ve been having a really tough time for the past month. I have developed severe anxiety that I get over every little thing. I don’t use the term anxiety lightly, because I know that other people have anxiety and it’s really bad for them. I cannot even think about certain things without getting shaky, then my heart starts racing, and so on.
Though I cannot say I know this for sure, I think my depression has returned. If you read my book entitled ‘My Life’, you would know that I had some and stuff happen as a kid and I got depression for a long time. For the past two years, it had really subsided, but I do not ever feel happy these days, and it hurts.
Again, I would like to say that I do not use these terms lightly.
I hope you all understand my insane lack of updates, and that you’ll forgive me for that. I hardly get motivation to do anything anymore, and I do not want my works, that are pieces of me, to be illegitimate.
Thank you so much for always just being a community I feel like I can actually talk to. This is the first time I’ve put into words how I’ve been feeling, and it feels a little better to have it in words. As always-
Have a wonderful day!
Love, Hannah <3