@HannieMinneluv
Do where im form its the first day of june which means... HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY BEUTIES ILY ALL SO MUCH GAY OR STRAIGHT<33333333333333333333333333333333333
Also didnt mean to jumble all the LGBTQ+ into gay i had a brain fog and my brain went white and this is all i could think of. My apologie to all the LGBTQ+ comunity]3
You know life sucks when ur 13 and make meals for ur family of 5 almost half the week, are not sleeping and having anxiety over adult problems like money and how old my parents are getting or my mothers medical bills, taking care that ur older brothers get fed and eat and get enough exersie, worrying about what ur going to feed ur family when ur dad goes to ur grandmothers funeral in another state for 4 days, and if ur mothers parents will stop by and give you a lecture abt how "how are you still not unpacked you moved almost a year ago" when its harder that it seems.
And i do all this while silently dealing with toxic friends who are also ur only friends, anxiety and self hate issues.
Well anyway don't mind my anxiety filled rant, idk even know anymore it doesnt even make sense so why would you read it don't even bother my lovlies.
Gosh i'm tired i stayed up all night with anxiety and stress abt random shit that i, a child, shouldnt be worrying abt, welp R.I.P my arm haha ;)
Love you gay'ss sooooooooooooooi much you do actually not believe it, bye<3333
@leeflowers yeah i prob should do ALL of this and i agree fully thanks i luv you babe<3
@ HannieMinneluv aww poor you, your parents suck if they let you worry about these types of thing.
A child shouldn't be worriyng about this, your emotions are completly normal. Don't let anyone say you're a baby or some shit like that because you cru or have a panic attack, you are probably more mature than these people. Try to reach out for help if you are really not feeling well, it's great to open up on wattpad, but it's not as efficient as a real therapy session with a proffessional
I learned smth new abt myself today, i learned that for SOME reason my brain REFUSES to accept any written words after like 6pm, and it fing SUCKS i wanna read fics till 1am but i can't *sobs into hands* I JUST WANNA READ! Brain please GOD let me read my fics past 6pm, please if you have any tips on how to read fics later at night.
Anyway~ i'm baking COOKIESSSSS~~ AND MUFFINS FOR MY DAD I'M SO HAPPYYYY RAHHHH! I hope the muffins are good i don't have those muffin thingies so i had to use BUTTAH! So pray for my muffins.
Love you saurrr much, bye<3333
@ HannieMinneluv If you are tired just go to sleep, don't force yourself to read, sleep is important (I should use my own advice tho)
I personally hate the word "Youtuber" and idk why? It's so childish i wish it were smth else other than "Youtuber" but then i'd probably say the same thing abt the other word.
In other news there is curently a massive storm happening where i am from and I LOVE ITT. And i sat outside reading Raining star's (a slow burn banger btw) in the pouring rain so if i get sick... I blame myself fully.
I also may have accidentally stole gum from my sick mom.... In my defence i didn't know it was for her till i had already eaten most of
it... I was unloading the food and it was in the bottom of the bag and i just didn't really think and pocketed it... Sorry mom hehe.
Anyway how are you my beutifull beutifull babies? I hope ur doing okay and are taking care of yourself and eating well all of that jazz, and if ur day hasn't started yet then i hope ur day amazing! And if you'll be going to bed soon then sweetest of dreams.
M'kay love you sooooooo much, bye<3333
Gay'ss i had another nightmare last night.... I-i w-was eating c-cereal a-and i *sobs lightly* I P-PUT THE M-MILK FIRST *sobs uncontrolablly* IM SO SORRYYYYYYY
Anyway don't mind my dramatic ass, how are you my cutie patootie babies??
And in case i don't see ya good afternoon, good evening and goodnight!!
Okay love you so much, bye<3333
@ HannieMinneluv aww thank you!! I'll try to post the fastest I can. The story is technically finish (I have fucking 68 chapitres plus an épilogue) but I want to correct every chapter before posting then because the amout of grammar mistake is crazy. Right now, I have 10 chapters corrected that are ready to be publish but I want to Wait to be at 20 chapters ready to start publishing. In a few weeks it should be good
HOW ARE YOU MY DARLINGGGG
Goodnight my pookies i has to sleep it's midnight TT love you<3333
Any youtube recs?? It can be not SKZ or kpop things to im just so bored T-T
Uhh all I watch is Sam and colby,Abyssal Detective,The boys,shooshiMooshi,special Edd, and that all of can think of
Gay'ss smth REALLY werid is happening, i'm lowk ACTUALLY scared. Okay so a little storytime; so last night me and my big bro's where talking (we share a big room tgthr) and we came to the conclusion that i need a project, cuz we are homeschooled, and all i do is read ff all day (which they don't know mind you), so we were sharing idea's of what my project could be, and they said "why don't you try writing?" And i was like "oh yeah i mean i've tried my best but i'm not very goot at it" and my brother's NO FUcKING JOKE said i should try writing fan fiction..... Little do they know.... I was speechless when they offered that and acted like i didn't know what it was so i wasn't sussy and so they explained like i didn't know and they said like "Yeah u should try wroting fan fiction of like ur favorite movie characters or smth like that" i was gobsmacked i didn't know what to say so i just said smth like "oh yeah ig?" I don't know what to do cuz i in the end said i would do it and them the worst thing happened.... (My oldest brother goes to a writing club) he said "i would love to read it after ur done"..... What do i even do atp cuz if i do it will be a minsung which is GAY FAN FICTION and my bro's would def think im weird for that but i can't think of anything else to write GAHHHH WHAT DO I DO
And then we also talked abt drawing cuz both my bro's are amazing artists so we talked abt that and my oldes bro said "yeah just like look at pinterest and draw the first thing you see" but the problem is...hehe... My pinterest is almost fully shirtless Bang chan and other membs.... I'm fucked.
I gave up on punctuation half way so don't mind that.
Anyway how are you my pookies? Doing good? Need to talk to someone? I'm here!
Okay srry for the rant, bye<3333
(If you see any mistakes my hands are shaking cuz of anxiety so don't mind it <33)
@leeflowers yeah i suppose "smth" isnt a bad this to write right? Im to young for Chans motivational drink, i wish tho! Jkjk
HAI RURUUUUU HRUUU
@microminsung HAI HAIIII SORRY FOR LATE ANSWER I WAS SLEEPING AND IM GOOD RN HBUUUU What nickname should i give you? What would you like as a nickname?