I'm dying on the inside very slowly. My head feels like its being squeezed as if was a lemon from all of the thoughts. Doesn't matter how hard I try, how hard I love, doesn't matter what I do. I'm always the one who gets hunted as if I am a monster. No matter how many times they shoot I still end up getting up. How long will this last? How long do I have to keep being shot at for, it still hurts with each wound. I'm the crazy one to want to be loved, to be happy, to have some safe spot. Nowhere is safe for me. How many times will the hunters shoot be down until I finally decided to give up and let myself die?