Shaking,
but not cold.
Crying,
but not sad.
Tensed up,
but not scared.
Screaming,
but not angry.
Laughing,
when there is
no joke at all.
I'm not cold,
I'm freezing.
I'm not sad,
I'm heartbroken.
I'm not scared,
I'm terrified.
I'm not angry,
I'm furious.
I was just
trying to help.
I'm sorry if I hurt you. But I love you, and I just want you to be okay. I don't like not talking to you. It hurts to know that you're angry at me, when all I did was worry about you, because I love you and can't imagine losing you... if anything happened to you, I'd-- I'd-- I don't know what I'd do. I'd fall apart, I'd break. I hope you know that I am so sorry, but I'm just so worried. I'm scared to death that you might do something. I love you so god damn much, boo. I hope you can forgive me...
(Sorry guys, but this wouldn't fit into a status.)