Hardcorebooklover

It's my birthday!!! 

My last announcement still applies but I wanna say that for now, you might as well consider me dead.
          
          That's how inactive I have been (and will continue to be)
          
          Byeeeee

So I've been pondering this for a while and I'm not sure if there's even a difference in me announcing this but I think it makes sense for me to officially announce the hiatus I've been on and will stay on for a while probably. 
          
          Right now, I don't even see a point in having works up as they're going nowhere (literally) but I'm just gonna keep them up as a subtle reminder that I have things to come back to.
          
          I don't know if anyone will read this but if you did, thank you.

I was just going through my outline for Stay Here and that book is gonna be a mess
          
          
          That's all I'll admit to you, sorry! And uh, stay tuned to watch it unfold :)
          
          Chapter six *should* come sooner than chapter five did but no promises

Just published chapter five of Stay Here(FINALLY)

I'm effing dying, I have the worst cramps and no physical motivation for anything but let's celebrate the mental motivation to write

How has it been nearly a month since I published chapter four of Stay Here? ️️
          
          It wasn't supposed to take this long.
          
          I plan to update it soon but don't hold your breath, you'd die. 

As promised, I did update All Bets Are On within two weeks(ignoring the fact that I did it at the last minute)
          
          Unfortunately, it's horrible and really short and I would honestly wait until whenever I post chapter 10 before reading it just so something (hopefully) decent can follow that sad excuse of chapter
          

Someone give me writing motivation

Okay I don't know how many people actually read this but I need an outlet to rant so I'm gonna scream on here.
          
          I saw my dad today and when he was saying bye to me, he just had to bring up my weight.
          
          (P.S. I don't have a good relationship with my body and I definitely don't have the mental stability for comments. I'm currently trying to get out of unhealthy habits to lose weight)
          
          I'm on my period, I'm already suffering but he was the cherry on top. And now, obviously I've spiraled cause I can't stop freaking thinking about it.
          
          WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD?!
          
          YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT PEOPLE GO THROUGH AND WHAT THEY DON'T TELL YOU ABOUT SO UNLESS YOU KNOW THE FACTS ABOUT THEM, STFU
          
          And before anyone tells me that he's just a concerned father, I'd like to remind you that I'm an insecure teenager. HOW DO YOU THINK I'M GONNA REACT TO COMMENTS? Anyone would be bothered and IT'S V A L I D
          
          I lost weight last year(from doing something unhealthy) and it's still not good enough. Everyone in this darn planet is insecure so maybe think about that BEFORE saying something. And also, some people are just going to be bigger no matter what they do. Some people say slimmer. Bodies are different and guess what, I've never been fricking skinny. I've only ever known being fat. Reminders, fat ≠ ugly nor does fat = unhealthy cause guess what, skinny doesn't always equal healthy either.
          
          I just wish I could better myself on my own terms because I WANT TO, not because other want me to change my body. When the frick will people finally be accepted in their own bodies?
          
          Thank you for coming to my TED Talk