In life we all mess up. Do something that makes us think about it when we lay in bed. It's like it haunts you. I messed up....I messed up on not talking to this kid anymore who helped me through everything. We got into a fight, and our friendship of almost a year fell through our fingers. He knows who he is....And hopefully he's reading this.... -this part is to him if he's reading- To my Joker, we argued so many times over stupid stuff and i'm sorry i threw those spades at your heart...To Superman, yes you were a villan and stole my heart[same guy] but you're still a hero in my eyes...To Carebear....i miss our friendship.....---- (to everyone) Guys don't let special people in your life go....Don't....