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Hey- guess what guys. I'm still a heart broken bitch since the 31st of August. Turns out what I thought was normal is emotional abuse, and then my mom has been beating me a lot- so I plan on running away at some point. At some point I stopped caring about everything and am mostly on discord now, me has been in a bad place for a while and I don't think I'll get out of it anytime soon. I'm still laughing off a bad grade that I got a few hours ago. I'm laughing at everything now, at this point I don't really feel sad or happy, just frustrated and angry. So yea, I don't think me and Kiyah finna update anytime soon, we're both stressed from school and I am very very depressed. Living isn't as appealing anymore. I feel like a bitch when I want my friends to be online when they have their own lives. Whenever I'm alone my depressing thoughts hit hard- they hit me like a truck, and then run me over many many times. I feel like I can't be alone anymore because if I am then my mind starts acting up and I end up thinking about dying even more. I always feel unlovable and unwanted, this world is better off with one less mistake. Maybe I'm an attention seeker, maybe I have separation anxiety, but it doesn't matter. None of my feelings matter since everyone secretly hates me. I decided to put my feelings here since I don't have many followers and no ones pays attention to this account's announcements. Anyways- my feelings don't matter, no one gives a fuck. So- how are you my little gremlins? I hope you're doing well and better than me since I'm obviously on the brink on killing myself. If you have problems or wanna talk, then tell me. We can talk on discord or instagram since wattpad is a bitch to me. I love to talk to you guys even if my anxiety makes it harder than it should.
-Harley's Admin ♤-