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I really lost myself......... This ain't me
I just can't believe that this is how i am
This how am programmed, disappointment keeps hunting me, reminding me in the daily that im not supposed to smile, not to be happy, not to be optimistic, not to be alive.....
I'm just cooped up, stuck in hell with no backup, nothing left but the worst.
Why can't I be normal? Why can't I feel alive? Why am i so fucked up
Nothing works, i keep on being a flop, a loser, literally Nothing
Everyday i woke up with a heavy heart full of despair and emptiness
I know i know that's not my place
But if it's so then...... Then
Sorry, Sorry for not accepting to be a part shit
THO IT AIN'T MY FAULT