Update: I let myself be too happy & hopeful and I forgot hateful b*tches can't stand that. Bad vibes, rumors, bullying, fragile egos and straight up jealousy have pushed me to my breaking point...I will once again be quitting my job. T_T. ( damn these good looks of mine *shakes fist*.)
Ugh. Having stability in my life was so close too I could almost taste it. I'm a friendly, hardworking person so I'm sure I'll get another job right away BUT new people and a new workplace is scary. Every job where I live is bad. It's a "pick your poison" situation. If only I could make a living off writing...
It's hard to make work friends. If I'm too friendly ( just being myself) men think I want them and the women get mad, if I'm quiet and only talk to the women the men go out of their way to glare and call me stuck up--I can't win! If I work too hard my coworkers think I'm just trying to make them look bad and ignore me, but if I slack off they're quick to rat me out. Now, I completely understand what the Barbie Movie was talking about.
Thanks for letting me rant.