I'm devastated would be an understatement. There are no words to express my extreme sadness. I had written the best 2 chapters of my life on a word document per my sister's wines about not using internet and the next day, my laptop broke, never to open again. I cried. A LOT. It's just so painful because no matter how much I try to write them again, they will NEVER be as good as the original, never. I'm shattered like a piece of glass who's seen truth, because the truth is ugly, no matter how much we try to sugarcoat it.