Used to be Messenger_of_Fear. This, along with most of my life, but this part in particular, was a mistake rip. I screwed a lot of people over by being a b*itch and overall terrible person and very sh*tty friend. This is not a self pity party, just my honesty. I realised how wonderful the people in my life were too late, long after I'd driven them away. If you ever see this and was friends with me, I'm truely sorry for everything I ever put you through. I'm putting effort into being a nicer, kinder person. These things take time but I'm constantly working and progressing towards a better me for a better future. I hope you're all doing wonderfully. Love you all.