Alright,I know no one will read or see this but just want to say it.
So , before I became a Directioner , I always been crying the night ect ... , But since I am a Directioner , everything have changed. Except till this night .. , so , I went to bed ect(2 a.m. uh?) And before my cat went to hug (just some ritual that we have) , I started crying , whitout any reasons or else ..
Then , I remembered that , in 6 days it's my bday , 12 days , its Niall's bday, 13 days , it's my mum's bday .
Not this , I tried to see in my dumb brain.
Then I saw a picture of the boys OUT OF NOWHERE.
And that's when I understood that it was a thanks to the boys for saving my life—
Like I wasn't controlling anything or else , just my tears that fell out as a thanks you to the boys for saving my whole life , raising me , teaching me how to treat people with kindness or in the Tommo way , many other things , so .. thanks you boys ..<33