I'm Ishita - 21, Indian, Hindu, bisexual. Born under the quiet sky of January 8th ❄️, carrying a heart that feels everything too deeply. Some days, it's as if I'm walking through the world with a storm curled up inside me 🌧️, thundering where no one can hear. The weight is invisible, but it pulls at me all the same.

Yet in the midst of it, I find refuge - in music, in cricket, in moments that shimmer like sunlight through leaves ☀️. Justin Bieber's tenderness, Taylor Swift's lyrics stitched like lullabies 🎶, and the harmonies of One Direction have saved me more times than I can count. And on the field, it's Shubman Gill's effortless elegance ✨ and Ishan Kishan's untamed courage ⚡ that help me remember to breathe. To exist. To try again.

I still hold onto the magic of certain days - like 23rd and 26th January 2025, when I saw Ishan Kishan 🩵. His smile, the energy around him - it stayed with me. I captured it in a selfie, but the real memory lives in my chest. And then came April 6th - SRH vs GT in Hyderabad 🏏. I saw them both that day - Shubman and Ishan together - and it felt like the world paused to let my heart have a moment of peace.

But not all silences are kind. The day Liam Payne left this world, something in me shattered 💔. His voice was more than music - it was strength, a lighthouse. Now, without him, everything feels a little colder, a little too quiet.