@HarrysAngelLou
I hope everyone is doing okay after Liam’s passing. (Ps. Please avoid twitter, it’s plastered full of photos of his fall. Wish id had known before I went on it)
Personally this is the hardest I’ve ever taken a death. That’s after losing my aunt and grandma this year as well. Just so tragic especially the timing of it and he was so young yet. Had so much life left ahead of him and his poor son :(.
Prayers for healing for all affected
I LEAVE WATTPAD AND YALL ARE STILL READING MY SHIT ASS BOOKS THAT ARENT FINISHED XD I miss the interaction of this app but barely have time to do what I need to in a day lol. On the other hand... anyone want a poodle got 6 lol
HOW DARE YOU END COLLEGE RULE LIKE THAT!?!!
Hi everyone just wanted to give a heads up, don't expect any more updates. I dont really enjoy writing anymore, or more so I don't have inspiration. I dont do Larry anymore. And all in all trying to get out of every Fandom haha. I just like Lou at this point. Plus Harold has his girlfriend now and Louis has well Eleanor I suppose lmao still don't like her. ANYWHO I'm not writing anymore, sorry for not finishing but I've not enjoyed it for a while.
@HarrysAngelLou if you ever feel to writing again /continue your stories, please make an announcement like this one. Gonna miss your stories.
@HarrysAngelLou I can see how Harry and Olivia are together but why would Harry hide his Nike symbol like how did he know
@HarrysAngelLou it’s okay but I still don’t believe that Harry is dating Olivia because they were on a yacht how could you get photos because eleanor and louis kiss so idk and people say he doesn’t look happy I am not being rude i just want to explain my point can you tell me your point
Someone grab the end of his stupid boas and choke him . I think he's already lacking oxygen to his brain smh
I swear Harry he- ew. I Stan Louis only now solely because my eyes burn out of my head every time I see harrys hideous outfits.
@hlbaby_01 girlfriend, chill. This was a joke. My friends and I were talking about his outfits and I brought up how they never match and it's funny. He can wear whatever the fuck he wants, still an amazing human. Doesn't mean a yellow shirt with large purple polkadots doesn't throw my eyes for a massive fucking loop lmao. As for the stories, don't like it don't read it. I have a life thanks, that's why I don't write anymore:)
Hi, I reallyyyyy need to know if you’ll continue with College’s Rules with a happy ending or a sequel??? Please, you broke my heart
@DananrrefG i probably won't:( that was the original plan but then I fell out of writing
Why would you fucking do this to me.
Heyyy Darlinggg
Not sure if ur gonna read this but i saw an old comment from you
I would just like to remind you: i love you
And yes i dont know you
And yes i have never seen you and all of the other stuff
But thats okay because
i'll love you until you start to love yourself
Have a nice day
Yours truly
~
I still feel horrible about leaving. I'll explain a bit of why I left. (TW: suicidal ideation, self harm, anxiety)
I used to love writing, I used to love painting, I used to love many things. Anxiety and depression hit me like a bus, this whole past year and a half during my senior year, and covid, and then turning 18 and still not knowing what I wanted to do in life and being riddled with anxiety. I had my first major panic attack on my 18th birthday in August, I wanted to die, I scratched myself to bits, I felt like a failure and I felt like I was such a waste of everything, I contributed nothing to the world and the people around me.
None of this has changed. I didnt leave my house other than shopping for over 5 years, I have panic attacks when I leave my room, I haven't even left the house to go shopping since July. I still live with my parents and have no way to get therapy and don't think I'm strong enough to reach out to get help anyway. I did end up getting on anxiety meds because I went to the doctor thinking I had an infection and my mental health test came back a 23 when the normal persons come back around a 4 or 5. My doctor considered putting me in a mental hospital but knew that would be even more detrimental to me so she went with anxiety meds. They just started kicking in after two months and it stopped the derealization and depersonalization from happening a constant 24/7 but I still can't do anything due to anxiety and have absolutely no emotions other than self hate. I cant find energy to like anything or even drink water half the time. I am TERRIFIED of eating food in fear of being allergic to them even if I have eaten them before.
Please, if you feel your life spiraling, please get help before it gets this bad. Nothing is worth feeling this way.
@HarrysAngelLou 2 years later hey girly. You can do stuff now, you just don't have friends to do stuff with. You're still nervous to try some foods but you're doing a lot better! Now you're just too busy to write often at all, sometimes writing makes you zone out of the world and have to deal with a bit of derealization. We still have no energy lol but we truck along. Have a gluten intolerance now! But we all know there's no giving up gluten so you just deal with the stomach pains now. You're a breeder! Molly and Retro make the best mama dogs, you kept one of mollys pups! Unfortunately you don't have evie, Hazel, or Ezra anymore. Evie is missed daily. You conquered your fears and went to a new vet! You've called strangers people on the phone! You've gone to Tennessee TWICE! you're on mend! There's a possible autism diagnosis. Debbie's a bitch and fired you because you organized soda and beer and the golf course.... fuck her. Still haven't been paid the 6 checks you're due either. Even though I don't miss you I still love you 18 year old Allie, you prefer going by Al now just seems more fitting. Were a proper adult now and learning how to navigate this big scary world one step at a time!
@HarrysAngelLou no matter what happens in life, never stop love yourself in every way possible. Like if you are thinking of self-harm, just think of how your self-love is bigger to even think of self-harm.
