HaruMatsui

12/31/20
          	
          	Happy new year humannnssssss 

HaruMatsui

12/31/20
          
          I'M TIRED OF THIS REPEATED CYCLE OF DAYS, I WANT TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING NEW AND FUN NOT JUST LAY IN BED WITH A FROWN AND A NEVER ENDING TRAIN OF SIGHS UNTIL THE SUN SUBDUES AND THE MOON WILL RISE, THE NIGHT WILL COME AND THE DOGS WILL HOWL SEEKING THE MOON SOMETHING THEY LONG FOR.
          
          I STOOD HERE AT THE VERY EDGE OF THE ROOF, NOT THAT SUICIDAL THO. ARMS WIDE OPEN LETTING THE COLD BREEZE EMBRACE MY TIRED FIGURE.
          
           CAN SOMEONE KIDNAP ME AND MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING NEW?

HaruMatsui

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12/27/20
          
          I forgot to write yesterday so here i am, I'm currently in deep thought about my talk with a friend with problems same as mine and even though we have some similar experience and shit we have different opinions on stuff which made me re think about my life decisions.
          
          Am living the life i want and I'm happy with or am i just going with what i have and forcing myself to be Happy? Am i even happy tho?
          

HaruMatsui

12/25/20
          
          Merry Christmas to every soul that wonders around the world either in figure or in wisps. Longing and pleased souls please be at peace today we celebrate the birth of Savior.
          
          Who's always willing to save us from our sins, let's celebrate in his name and glory and please be safe always and be healthy.

HaruMatsui

12/23/20
          
          Come to think of it there are some stuff in our lives the we don't actually want anymore, and we're just keeping it since it holds the memories that once in our lives that thing made us happy and contented.
          
          Just like people.
          
          Yep, i unpublished my book haha

HaruMatsui

Hmm a vampire, i sleep at day and awake at night HAHHAA
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alluring_hex

@HaruMatsui eyo no haru. I prefer you get some sleep like at least 8hrs and laugh and be weird with me throughout the day lmao. 
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HaruMatsui

@alluringhex reality sucks that's why i prefer sleepig forever : ) HAHAAH yeah i  had to change some stuff.
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HaruMatsui

12/22/20
          
          Yup, i forgot to write a note here yesterday i was chatting with a kind person, she's funny and really pleasing to be with.
          
          I kinda wanna stay longer now than planned haahha, I hope i wll and i hope i can
          
          That's it for today, ah wait also my friend asked me to teach her flirt even though i also don't know HAHA

HaruMatsui

@alluringhex i kinda regret teaching her somethings that i do, but hmm someone will caught my attention soon... Sure reply all you want id love that
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alluring_hex

@HaruMatsui ooohhh I'm glad you're staying longer! and hey goodluck with teaching your friend how to flirt *wink wonk, btw heads up I think I might be replying to your notes as much as I can ig? I kinda enjoy them lol. goodnight haru! 
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HaruMatsui

12/20/20
          
          How come some parents say that they know their child very will but doesn't know that the child whom they know is dead due to pressure, high standard, and fear of dissatisfaction From them.
          
          Physically alive, mentally pressured and tired but still cracks a smile...
          
          I sound dramatic just now, don't worry much tho.
          

alluring_hex

@HaruMatsui you're not dramatic tho and don't pressure yourself too much, you know we can't always please people around us, just know that you did your best and that's already the best itself, don't lose yourself in pressure and high expectations, you're worth more than that ^^
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