HaruSkrd

Yo~ I'm dismantling my anime fanfics reading list. I'm gonna separate them into different titles.

HaruSkrd

Why do I fall short against her..... Against her perfection.... Against her stability...... Why do I fall short against my past self who keep haunting me and telling me that I'm not as good as she was.... That I'm not as capable as she was.... That I'm not able to make anyone proud or happy like she did....

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Honestly the new update to wattpad and it's comment section is just so shitty, like my keyboard is glitching when I type out in the comment section of chapters and the emojis/stickers that wattpad uses for reactions is much harder to use now that I'm kinda pissed off about it.

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Drowned in Medication
          By : Haruka Sakurada
          
          Anti-depressants here, anti-depressants there
          Drowning in medication left and right
          Panic attack here, mental breakdown there
          Emotions still unstable day and night
          
          Drowning in medication that's all i see
          Anti-depressants that force me to feel happy
          Drowning in medications that's all I know
          Self-loathing and misery is my only home

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CRY FOR HER
          By : Haruka Sakurada
          
          
          
          
          I cry for the girl who can't keep up anymore
          I cry for the girl who feels like living is a chore
          I cry for the girl who doesn't feel at home
          I cry for the girl that's scared to be alone
          
          I cry for the girl who pretends she's fine
          I cry for the girl who's being left behind
          I cry for the girl who feels that each moment is suffocating
          I cry for the girl who's just too forgiving
          
          I cry for the girl when she began to fall
          I cry for the girl when she's  tired of it all
          I cry for the girl who's tired of praying
          I cry for the girl who feels like dying
          
          I cry for the girl who feels like she's not enough
          I cry for the girl when the world says she's just not "tough"
          I cry for the girl who begs God for mercy
          I cry for the girl who's beliefs are left in memory
          
          I cry for the girl who can't express what she feels
          I cry for the girl when her scars and wounds don't heal
          I cry for the girl who's only alive for the sake of the people she met
          I cry for the girl who feels like she's on her last breath
          
          I cry for her as she cries for me
          As she is Me and I am her
          I cry for the girl who feels like she'll never get better