Hmmm haven't sleep yet. Gawd
I've been crying all night this is my 2nd day without sleeping. Aaaa gawd dammit I miss you so much ru-chan. I've been thinking of you and I just can't stop, so much. I've been planning on what could fix everything, what could make everything normal again.
I've been trying but idk if the outcomes are safe or dangerous.. That's why I've been crying cause idk but I'll try and try and try to keep up and fix everything as they should be. I'll be here always. I'm gonna try my best to fix everything. Don't worry I'll get some sleep to someday. I'll just try to be strong now and have faith. We're gonna stand strong. I promise that. I promise that I'll love you until I die. I promise this and thank you cause you're gonna wait for everything to be fixed. Let's just keep our things rn secret to everbody, like act normal then just hide it everytime. Right now, we don't need someone or everybody to know about us cause it's dangerous let's just try to hide everything about us okay? And we'll stand strong and fix this mess together. For now I'm just gonna leave this.
Hey ru-chan don't worry and be strong everytime. I'll keep reminding you this cause I love you so much. Try to be strong until everything is okay. I'll try to apologize to everyone. I'll do my best to fix this so we could be together again. Let's think of something then do our best and hey don't forget that you're my one and only and you are the only one who I love the most.
For now hey byeee for a bit and
Always becareful ru-chan, I don't want you to get hurt or something cause I'm not there and if you're sad just try to release but don't do something that will hurt yoursef
Byeee and I LOVE YOUUUU SO MUCH RU-CHANNNN :))
(I'll just remind you everytime and leave a very very long msg then hey always remember all my promises cause I'll keep them in my heart and do them the most.
I love you againnnn ru-chan :) .)