Spring Vang ♡

Hi! It really has been a long while! Last time I checked in was 2019. Been about 3 years and here I am ^-^

I will be offline for a while on here and maybe on other socials ^ ^;; Lotta things going on nowadays and maybe, I just need a long break. Bye for now!~

been a while.. (UwU)

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I think I might want to stop role playing as mah WAIFUUU TuT;;; FaceReveal??

Life's been a bit difficult but FIGHTING to those who are going through their own struggles too ^ ^ You are not alone UuU

Might as well delete this soon. Do forgive me if I do. Erase it. Erase it. Erase it. Erase it. Erase it. Might as well disappear with it. My work may well remain as a dream. But there are other ways to contact me. Fear not if it can't be. That I can't stay but my heart will remain. Within the memories of those who cherish the art of mine as I cherish those of yours. Not a good bye but a soon you later. If I do not delete, it may still remain that I have lots left to do on here. Not merely depressed but just weary of my masterpiece of my works. I am happy but I want to focus on my reality and my happiness. But--this is also my happiness..to reach out with creativity of other and to inspire as others inspire me. It all feels, oh, like a dream. Let it last as if it could be. Only a memory
          Much love, Haruki
          Aka Spring

Hiya! Thanks so much for the follow :D I hope you enjoy the reading x

I had a terrible dream last night. I don't why my heart aches like so. I feel stupid. I feel like giving up into my tempting, creeping darkness. My heart even quivers now. I'm afraid. I lost you. In the dream I had, you ..walking in a hallway as we departed with smiles and kisses as if it was a last time; everything inaudible. I turned to look as your back faced me. You were walking non-stop. I gave a small smile. Then someone walked to you and you took her hand. And a tear slipped down my cheek. And with rushing adrenaline, I awoke. With tear streams down my cheeks and a heavy feeling on my heart. I tried to find a reason to get out of bed this morning. I don't want to lie to you and I'm sorry for feeling this way. I'm a fool, right? I don't want to think this way. But that dream is on repeat in my mind; you leaving finding happiness else where. I don't want to hide it from you but if I do tell you, I might cry. It's so hard to be strong. It's just so hard to breathe  after having that dream. The deep and distorted feeling nudging at me. You know, I don't think or worry or stress over it but whatever the outcome of it, no matter how many solutions I try to seek for, it lead to you worrying about me. I don't that. I wanna hear your problems too. I wanna hear your voice, comforted that the fact that I do have you. My heart's a heavy burden, isn't it? I'm sorry. That's my reason.
          -UNKNOWN

"If it's time for me to say goodbye, I shall use these pair of scissors of mine to cut all ties just so I can be still in time as time for you continues as you live a life you're meant to be living"...Sayonara~