I always thought I was important. For the people who matter to me... I always thought they loved me as much as I loved them, but that was never the case. They always treated me like they treat God, they don't message you until they don't need you anymore. My girlfriend told me to be friends with people who value you and I told her that they didn't really care about anyone and that they were too proud to send the first message to start a conversation with me and sure I am that if I die one day they will never know. Unless someone tells them