Red Bird

Hey, are you okay? I feel like you haven’t been active much. Is everything alright? 

You know, I'm done hoping for shit. I'm so fucking done. No one knows how much I want to just drop dead. I want to be a safe space for everyone, and people say I am for them, but I can be violent as FUCK. I am so done.

Is anyone else feeling isolated or worthless, crazy or perceiving things incorrectly? Falling into a downward spiral while people need you the most is a bitch. 

I'm in the hospital with my mom. I know that the docs are going to brush what's happening to her off like every time.
          If you want to see what's going on , go to YouTube and look up Borderline redhead. That's my YouTube channel. I have read hair and blue glasses. Most of the time I wear black because why not? I love you all, and take care of yourselves

Hey, just want to thank you for following, it has made my kinda odd day really awesome :D I hope that your day is really truly amazing!
          -Ava