Vent account-

I wanna be fucjing little. But I can't. Like I'm in the park with my younger brother and little little brother, like. What am I supposed to do??

Sigh. I mean people probably read these, most likely. It pisses me off, God these little ass children saying "being gay is gross" like I know your from a Christian family and you were raised like that. THE FACT YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO NOT CALL ME YOUR COUSIN WHEN YOU KNOW I AM IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM BLOOD OR NOT LIKE CHILD STFU!! YOU LITTLE UGHH!!! YOUVE BEEN MEAN TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME AND WHAT HAVE I DONE??? NOTHING!!!! ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING! AND YOU CALL ME NOT YOUR COUSIN? 
          she wad like "we tiktok, there are a bunch of gay people on there it's gross" WHEN YOU WATCH EV'S TT LIKE WTF. UGH I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO GO OFF OF THEM AND NOT CUSS. 
          I can't wait till I'm at my dads

Hello, how have you all been doing? I know I haven't been on here in a while... but my bestfriend that was a dog had to be put down bc of a lot of problems that was happening like not being able to keep food down, loosing a lot of weight like possibly 15 pounds in maybe 2 days, hip problems and more, but this was a while ago... I still deeply miss my childhood dog friend... I just wish I had the chance to say goodbye to him... but I hope he's in a better place now and no longer in pain..

Can i die? Just a question. Idk why but i just want to know. I honestly wanna ask people just to see their reaction.. Ik it might be mean? Idk... But.. Man insecurities get in the way of everything.. One day i actually see myself as hot then the next i fucking hate how i look and i hate it.. Its like make up is the only answer to that problem but i hate putting it on.. Bc im nervous that ill mess it up... 
          I hate it.. Im so damn blind to notice fake friendships.. Im so gullable and its a problem.. After how many people have betrayed me i still give them a second chance and more chances than what i probably should. But its just how i am and i hate it. The fact that i get hurt over the littleist things and specific things make me lash out and get really pissed. If i get really pissed ill start crying. Which i feel like thats lame for me... Im just emotionally sensitive.. Why tho? Why am i like this? Fuck my elbow hurts. I WANT SNAP BACK

Shes way prettier than me.. Why? She shouldnt be insecure.. Kenzie is actually a popular person. She said that we would rule a school together but.. Even tho shes 4'11 shes so pretty.. With her blond hair and blue eyes... I miss her so much.. I just wanna cry..

I JUST WANT TO STAY WITH KENZIE LIKE BRO GLADLY MOVE IN! FUCK THIS SURE TAKE ME FROM MY FAVORITE COUSIN! SUREEE. UGH FUCK YOU. YOU CANT KEEP ME FROM HER FOREVER WE GOT ECHOTHERS BACK SHES MY FUCKING FAVORITE! I LOVE HER SO MUCH I CARE ABOUT HER! SHES SO FUCKING PRETTY AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY ," i wish i was as pretty as you." GIRL YOUR SO MUCH MORE PRETTIER THAN ME YOUR HAIR IS SO PRETTY (shes blond)

ONLINE FRIENDS FUCKING SUCK! LIKE I ASKED MY FRIEND, "can i die." He litterally said, "sure idc" ... Wow ok then i ask him if he even cares abt me and he says "yeah i do care about you." BS FUCK YOU! Online friends fucking suck and hes changing i swear once he had met my other friend i wanted to cry so fucking bad. Now i feel like my friend doesnt care about me even when he says he does.

Why is it that when your listening to sad music that you just wanna cry for some random reason thats unknown to yourself but you feel like bawling your eyes out but you cant bc you dont want ur parents/family members to ask whats wrong bc the answer sound stupid to urself?

Volleyball sucks, i love it but right now it just fucking sucks. All i do is mess up and when i do get it right i get so happy like today but then i ended up messibg uo the second time and i almost started crying..

My day was boring but i got to pet the corgi!