Thank you... 💖

felt nostalgic and opened this account again :>>
          
          scrolling through message and reading lists and conversations - i had a lot of fun memories here ^^ 
          
          I guess, while im here, it's only proper to say "Hi!" :DDDD

QuQ I am alive and dead inside.
          
          Gosh, its been a long time since I used wattpad. I missed this... ;-;

Heyo fam wassup

NYAHAHAHAH. YOU STILL AWAKE?

*Looks at ur profile pic* . . . *Inhales and puts hands together* Boi. *Points hands at you*

I ish 931 in Humor oh mah gawd

I was reading some old conversations on my profile and also on Leanna's page. And I just realized that its been 2 years- *shows 2 fingers* -2 flippin' years since we met @ShxtteredRoses @Reciinox @Chibi_Miku @Ccc8649JaZZz @Garrmau_NaLu_Maddie and @bigfivedonaldduckfan.
           Even if some of them aren't using wattpad anymore, I'm just really happy that I met these people and actually became friends with them. ∩(︶▽︶)∩ Yaaaaayyyyyy~!
          
          ~skl.wmp
          
          HatsuneMiku1004 | Kaela

Do you guys know that feeling when you see other people cosplaying as anime/book characters and you're just there looking at them like their a majestic chalice filled with ice cream because your broke and none of the outfits in the store fit you?
          
          Yeah. That's exactly how I'm going to feel tommorrow... ;--; I cri.

Hai guys ish meh Kaela,
          The worst author you've ever seen.
          
          I know... I'm not updating my book that often AGAIN. But, school. We all know that story.
          Sorry, nobody even reads my book anymore because of the ultra slow updates.
          
          Plus, I'm actually getting bullied. That's not really new to me. Since I was in 1st grade, I was already getting bullied. It doesn't matter what it is: Physically and Verbally. It's either because of how I look, what I do, the numbers that supposedly say who I am for example my weight, and did I mention how I look?
          Yup. I got bullied and I eventually got used to it.
          
          And the most painful thing ever said to me because they saw me cry at school and found out it was because I was getting bullied is, "You take it too seriously."
          
          Well, I'm sorry. WAS IT SUPPOSED TO BE A F***ING JOKE!?! 'CAUSE I'M NOT LAUGHING!
          Actually, if you didn't know I even considered killing myself. Yeah, I'm saying it, I thought of suicide at the age of f***ing 8 years old because of this bullying s**t. I wanted to end the pain but I didn't becuase I was too scared. Scared of no one caring.
          
          The worst part is my best friend said that. I don't even know if she considers me as a best friend.
          
          I developed social anxiety because of bullying. I get nervous breakdowns because of bullying. I can't be myself in public without getting criticized by other people.
          
          Sorry, if I'm don't like getting judged by other people, especially looks. Sorry, I can't anymore. I laugh with everyone: friends, family, relatives... I'm nice yeah. But, Im really not okay. I'm not fine. But, do people care? Do they ask? No, so I just shut the hell up.
          
          So, don't tell me that i take it seriously bcuz I hear it everyday. And it's convincing me that it is who I am. And I ever will be in other people's eyes. 
          
          So, yeah, this turned into a rant very quickly. I think I'll do this often now. in my message board. But, nobody is reading this cuz dey nu care. That's all.
          
          HatsuneMiku1004 | Kaela

Mikha!
          Wake up!