HauntedEcho

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HauntedEcho

Because I'm free falling into my own mind,
          Lost in the hallways of my memory;
          Wondering, where did everything go wrong?
          
          Which one of my steps wasn't right,
          And took me left instead?
          How did I get to the point where everything hurts, 
          And I feel like the easy way out is the only one?
          
          When did all of my friends start sharing their trauma;
          When did she start cutting?
          When did someone force him for pleasure?
          When did someone bully her?
          When did his parents shun him?
          
          When did I stop eating to make myself feel better?
          When did I cover up my mirror?
          When did the scratches on my arms stop being white?
          When did everything go wrong?
          
          And I can only answer one way:
          I don't know.