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If you don't mind me asking how old are you

I just nodiced- I have buckys staring problem- I don't mean to do it It just happeneds then I have to be a Sam to myself and go "Your doing the staring thing again" then everyone else is just "Does she always stare like that?" And I'm just "You get used to it" not to mention also have buckys "Get the fuck away from me" or "Go away unless your steve" Trait. I have some anger issues And get annoyed really fast- I mostly like to be alone-
          
          Welp- no wonder I like James Buchanan Barnes 

OK SO- 
          
          I know I haven't posted- Oops my bad-
          
          BUT NO MATTER WHAT IM POSTING THIS WEEKEND- 
          
          I'm stressed out and my cousin is in the hospital sick rn. So writing will get my mind off of it so win win eh? I'm stress eating chips- oops 
          
          ANYWAY- I will be posting 

HEYY FROM DISCRD 

This week is exam week so I won't be posting!!
          
          (NOT LIKE I DID ANYWYAS)
          
          But I post next week or this weekend bc I might have covid idk I'm getting tested- 
          
          Soooooo yeah ❤
          
          (Also If yall got bucky books- I'm simping over here)

REEEEEEEEEE

My DC account is started up go give it a follow!!
          
          @Haycee_marie_DC 

I got a new phone!! 
          
          This means  more updates !
          
          My old phone would act up all the time now my phone wont act up and I can actually  update.

I'm trying to write but my Google Doc is acting really strange right now. I will figure it out and when I do I promise more chapters are on there way- 
          
          I just haven't been on Wattpad. 

Ok I'm really fucking depressed today. Get ready for my rant.
          
          Ok so I woke up and I had to go back to school today. So I got so school and was in my first class and I had to sit out in the Hallway to do my work because they where checking work and I wanted full credit bc my grade is a D in that class and so my ass was in pain. Then the next hour my mom was supposed to drop off my gym bag but she forgot so I had no gym clothes so my teacher told me I had to sit out and my grade was already down in that class as well so I just lossed more points and I have a lot in my mind already. So I go in my next class ELA (English if you don't know) and I have to read a whole book now and do the paperwork. I also moved seats and I sit next to people I don't talk to and one of them I want to stab them in the heart. Bc there where friends with me for laughs and good friends too.so I go to lunch and sit with my friends and get ignored so I sit alone in silence. And done eat much and I already did have breakfast it was like 10 11 am So I go to math and sit in the corner and don't make a sound and just do my work. That class ends and I went to my next. I was silent and  so I went to my last class. Only to find out I have a exam in that class. I also have a lot of other work to do too. So I go to the office after class to see if someone turned in my missing ring that was really special to me and no someone and there greedy ass stole it. So I go on the bus to get ignored and now I'm at my grandma's my phone is going to die and I forgot my charger at home and my grandma doesn't have one. I still have hw to do I have to drop 2 of my friends bc there fake I almost had 4 mental breakdowns today and the little voice in my head is saying I'm not enough and no one likes me. I alt been feeling really lonely and single and I want to stay in my room forever and never leave.
          
          Thank you for coming to my TED talk.