Haydenmw

My favorite thing was to see a comment and that someone add my book to a list. But then it became my least favorite thing because of the messages that I was getting. It messed with me so much that I am not going to be posting on her under this name anymore. I am going to write the whole book before posting because I don't want to know. I will write on my notes and then post them if I have to. But I am done writing under this user name. Thank you to the ones that supported me. Goodbye.....

Haydenmw

My favorite thing was to see a comment and that someone add my book to a list. But then it became my least favorite thing because of the messages that I was getting. It messed with me so much that I am not going to be posting on her under this name anymore. I am going to write the whole book before posting because I don't want to know. I will write on my notes and then post them if I have to. But I am done writing under this user name. Thank you to the ones that supported me. Goodbye.....

Haydenmw

If you have my book saved this is going to be the same message but have sent it out to everyone that follows me. 
          
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          Part 1- 
          From a young age, H. did not like to read, she had to for school but she hated it. You see H. had problems reading and also had a speech problem. People make fun of her and tell her that she is a baby. Then said to her that no one wanted to be her friend, she thought that she could tell the teacher and it would stop but then the teacher made fun of her too. One the teacher also sent her home for lying about other students. The thing is she wasn't lying, but because no one believed her she just stop talking. This lasted three years, be one teacher finally believed her, the teacher, Mrs. D. got on to the bullies and help H. Soon H. started talking and making friends. At this time H. was 7 and she got to be a kid for the 1st time. 
          
          As the years went on H. got better at reading and speaking and had a small group of friends. H. got to grow and learn with them. At the age of 10, H. started to love reading, she found it a way to escape and she could be anyone and could go anywhere. At the age of 12, she got an iPod touch, she got to read on it and listen to music, two of her favorite things. 
          
          Now let's skip ahead, H. still loves to read and to listen to music that has never changed. But she had learned to love some T.V. shows because the people on the shows become almost like a friend. She has learned with them and has gone through a lot with them. H. also wanted to write her own stories and some stories she wanted to change and to make her own. So she tried, but people who she didn't know were making fun of her and calling her stupid. So she made herself a pin name and started to go by that. Things didn't change but it make her feel safe, so she got to work. But there is also this thing called "life". So at times, H. didn't have time to write and so she just stop.

Haydenmw

Part 2- 
            Recently, H. wanted to start again. The only thing is now H. has a job and is also going to school. But she tried to write when she could. Some people were still calling her dumb, but then it got worst. So she stops for a while, that was until a couple of weeks ago when she had time again to write and was looking forward that was until......
            
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            Until I got the opportunity to get a full-time job with benefits that I can turn down. I am now 23, and during the past year, I have learned a lot about myself and I am finding out more every day. I healing from things that have happened in the past and for the 1st time, I can't wait for the future. I am making plans and figuring out what I want in life. 
            
            I have made so changes that I know would help me and make me happy. Some things were hard to do, and it was a sad goodbye. 
            
            And this is one of them... I have been on Wattpad since I was 12 and now it's time for me to leave. I am still going to be reading and commenting but I am not going to write and have it posted. I am tired of the hate full comments and I took books before because of that fandom. I am still going to write but it's not going to be posted. Because I am not making any more fanfiction because writing it was turn into me hating everything about it. 
            
            So this is my goodbye, maybe it is just a see you later. I really don't know. 
            
            Thank you to the people who did read my books. I will never forget you. 
            
            H. or Hayden Westlake 
            
            
            
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            All works that I have done have been taken down on all platforms. 
            
            Once again, Thank you.
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Haydenmw

Okay, so this is not something that is easy for me to talk about but I also do want to say sorry (again). The past couple of months has been hard for me both mental and physical. I have lost my Grandfather and was told to f off by my best friend who was my sister. I went into a dark dark place and I am still working to get out of that place. I am having to find myself again and the truth is that I have never felt more alone and I stop careing about everything. However, I am doing better then I have the past month. But I am going to focus on myself  until I find who I am. Until then thank you for all the support.

Haydenmw

I want to say I am sorry for not writing things have been crazy and some days it feels like nothing is going right. School has started for me again and if I am not working then I am doing homework. I am about it finish up one class but I have another starting a week later so I don't know how much time I will have.

Haydenmw

Okay, Life update. My Best Friend is getting married in 4 months. YES, we are planning a wedding in 4 MONTH!!! I am also the Maid of Honor. I am not going to have any time to write. I work a part-time job and going to school for a double major. I KNOW THAT'S CRAZY. I get told that at less once a day (I am not joking). So, right now I don't know when I am going to get to update and I am not sure if I want too. Some things are changing in my life and I don't know if writing is going to be one. I will try to update on what I am doing. 
          Thank you and hope to write soon,
          Hayden