Haylee1391

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If you ever see this A, I’m sorry and I love you more than life itself and I fucked up. I can’t stop thinking about you. I haven’t been able to for years. I need to talk to you, to see you again, even if it’ll be the last time. I want to reach out, you know I have my ways, but I can’t. I’m stuck in this fucked up part of my life and I don’t know how to get out. I miss you, your warmth, your voice, your eyes.. but I refuse to reach out with /Her/ still in my life. I’ve tried to leave, several times. It doesn’t feel right when all i can think about is you. How much light and happiness you brought into my life and I took it for granted. Even if you don’t give a fuck about me, I just want to talk, just one more time. I wouldn’t blame you if you hate my guts and could care less what I have to say, I deserve it for what I’d put you through. But I’m different now, and I’m not just saying that. I’ve been good, steady, honest, loyal and all for the wrong woman. You deserved this version of Me, not her. I have so much to say and I’m not even going to post this anywhere because it’s definitely too long for a status update.. you’ll never see this.. and Ill still be stuck here, miserable, wishing I’d made the right decision… for us.

Haylee1391

this message may be offensive 
If you ever see this A, I’m sorry and I love you more than life itself and I fucked up. I can’t stop thinking about you. I haven’t been able to for years. I need to talk to you, to see you again, even if it’ll be the last time. I want to reach out, you know I have my ways, but I can’t. I’m stuck in this fucked up part of my life and I don’t know how to get out. I miss you, your warmth, your voice, your eyes.. but I refuse to reach out with /Her/ still in my life. I’ve tried to leave, several times. It doesn’t feel right when all i can think about is you. How much light and happiness you brought into my life and I took it for granted. Even if you don’t give a fuck about me, I just want to talk, just one more time. I wouldn’t blame you if you hate my guts and could care less what I have to say, I deserve it for what I’d put you through. But I’m different now, and I’m not just saying that. I’ve been good, steady, honest, loyal and all for the wrong woman. You deserved this version of Me, not her. I have so much to say and I’m not even going to post this anywhere because it’s definitely too long for a status update.. you’ll never see this.. and Ill still be stuck here, miserable, wishing I’d made the right decision… for us.