So... Addressing the Riize situation.
I'm so disappointed and sad about how SM treated Seunghan. Like he came back and in just three days, he is permanently removed from the group, like all the happiness and hope that us Briize had when he was back, just went down the hill, just like that.
I don't know what to do, not only mentioning him because he is part of some of my books but also as someone who have supported him and loved him, I still feel the need to post my feelings here.
I know that it's hard, I have supported them since the start, I've always been an ot7 Briize and now, I feel like a mess.
I knew that staning SM groups will be a mess, I knew that I would be hurt, knowing everything that EXO-Ls went through, I knew that it won't be all rainbows and butterflies, but now... Now that I'm truly feeling it, I don't think I can take all this, it's just too much.
First Lucas... Now Seunghan... Who next? Winwin? Please don't.
Tae*l disappointed me, before I could even get up from that fall, this.
I'm sorry to say this but I'm officially leaving the Briize fandom, I have told myself that I'll support Riize no matter what, but... I just can't... Maybe I will get into them in the future but... Not now... I need some time off them, I'll still be checking out their new releases and stuff but nothing more. They would be part of the 4th M&M series book, as I already wrote almost 3/4 of it, but that's it.
Being an NCTzen gave me enough trauma, now Briize did too, I don't know what to do, I'm also a EXO-l now, I'm sure one day I'll wake up and hear that they are disbanding, please I don't think I would be able to handle it, just don't let that happen, please.
I just can't... I'm too tried... Again, I'm sorry, very sorry to all the Briize and I hope those k-fans will go to hell and will die a painful yet slow death...