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So as you all know I'm Transgender,and I've never felt comfortable with my birth name which is Nevaeh,spell it backwards and you get Heaven.But a two years ago I changed it to Skyler because my friends told me it was a nice name for me so I did,but resultly I started feeling like Skyler was to feminine name for me so I did some thinking and I wrote down some names from boys in my class room and I spent two hours on this since I've got eight classes.Then after some time of thinking over the names,I remembered a boy named Ethan who I had a crush on in 7th grade who was really sweet to me and Loved that I was myself,so we dated for about seven months and it was the best time of my life...that boy was my world,but I have a cursed love life and uh..around the time of our Anniversary Ethan had taken his own life since his family hates him because he was gay.Finding out this broke me in pieces and to this day I still feel the pain and it will never go away,I loved Ethan and I'll never stop loving him.After all of my memories with him,I decided that the right name for my would be Ethan,I don't give a FUCK!! what anyone has to say about my name choice.I did this for myself,and only me.
For more details on my relationship with Ethan,PM me to know more.
Ethan I love you more then my own world...and I'll never forget the first time we kissed...