Hazbinhotel2019

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Hazbinhotel2019

So.....hi been a while I know, but I'm here to make an announcement, so to start of things all I want to say is I'm not coming back on this app, yeah I know I've been dead of here and this is the first thing you see but it's for good reason for myself and mental health. cuz looking back at this app makes me anxious and feel regretful for the books I made and was forced to make
          I really thought staying in that old fandom countryhuman was the best idea but it wasn't cuz it made me feel tired anxious.
          And my old art it's just cringe to me, little fact about me I love looking at the positive side of fandoms like countryhumans! I wanted this app for fun and to post my art and to write (even tho it wasn't the best) and do fun things!. but I was wrong after joining that fandom I was asked constantly "update more." "Make a one shot book!." "Can you make lewd art uwu." 
          And I felt pressured and I kept on telling myself if I look at lewd and nsfw stuff then I'll like it! But I didn't it made me feel sick anxious regretful and ashamed.
          It made me feel forced, disrespected, sick, and tired.
          I ruined my sleep schedule I ruined my daily routine it honestly broke me.
          The negative energy that fandom gave me made me so upset and mad at my family for no reason.
          So what I'll do is unpublish my books except my art book and ask/dare book, but some of the request will be deleted For my sake. So yeah it was fun while it lasted for y'all but for me it will feel a bit better maybe after this post I'll delete this account for good cuz I don't want to look back at it ever, so yeah...hope you all will understand and I hope future self will forgive themselves. thank u for waiting for me and reading this... that's all bye now! Thank u for supporting me and being patient with me!! And hope I don't look at this cringe and horrible books I made! Bye bye!
          Thank u once again for understanding :)

NaomiGurin-w-

@Hazbinhotel2019 I'm sorry you felt that way and especially what people pressured you into drawing. I will miss your books/stories but I am thankful for the memories. I hope you have a wonderful life and feel better soon!
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ButtonBean

I’m sorry that this happened to you. You never should’ve felt pressured to look at and do things that made you feel uncomfortable, awful, and tired. I understand why you’re doing this, and I support you 100%. Get some much needed rest, and have a nice life away from this app, fandom, and pressure. I wish you luck for your future!! (Fun fact I misspelled luck and it auto corrected to lunch. Have a good lunch.)
            
            - A random stranger from the internet
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