Queen of Bagels

Hi bagels! Happpppyyy veryyy terriblyy lattteee Valentine's day! If anyone was alone on that day then I will offer to make you soup or mug cakes because that's sadly the only stuff I know to make and can make unsupervised! Ily guys sm!!! Have a good day and drink lots of water! <333

This is really hard for me to put out but turns out (if you read the post from before) my dad was the one lying to me. He was the one manipulating me into believing my aunt was manipulating me. He was abusive as a kid to my aunt. I felt so utterly betrayed and upset because my dad said he'd never lie to me and he did. I don't even know what to believe anymore. I'm currently choosing to not believe in what anyone says, I feel so fucking upset and bad, It's making me ACTUALLY excited to leave home to go to SCHOOL now. Like the literal prison. I don't know. I feel betrayed, manipulated, lied to, and I just don't even know who to trust at this point. And it's killing me because I'm all about trust. I swear I hope I NEVER become anything NEAR what my parents are and were.

Okay. I'm gonna be honest and talk about a lot of stuff. This is really personal so uh yeah. This is kinda a vent I guess . 
          Back when I was on Wattpad a lot more, I had a bit of family issues. Like I didn't know who to trust in my family. My aunt told me lies about my dad, my dad talked to me about my aunt, my aunt manipulated me into believing my dad was abusive to her when they were kids. She manipulated me with money. I had a choice with whether I could 'take a break' from my parents and sibilings for a week by staying over at my grandma's house where my aunt lived. I stayed with my aunt. Even when my dad pleaded with me to come home, and that I'd have the truth a year later, maybe a couple of months, that the truth would come soon and that I'd just have to wait. I didn't believe him. Worst decision I've ever made. I lost my dad's trust, my mom's trust, all by believing lies and by being manipulated like that. Yes I've been with my parents and family now, I hope they trust me but I trust them with all my heart. The truth did come. A couple of weeks ago, most likely less. I don't know. But yeah. I am confused all over again, but now I feel like I can trust my parents again. But I just have that small feeling wondering 'What if they are lying.? What if I'm being lied to all over again?' so throughout this entire time I've just been confused. Although I feel like i can trust my parents, I sometimes don't know. But something is seriously about to go down, I feel it. Maybe in a month, maybe less, maybe more, I don't know. But I'll know whether my dad was 'abusive' like my aunt said he was.  But now I genuinely WISH with all my soul, all my heart, that my dad wasn't like that, because then that would mean he lied to me, and he doesn't want to lie to anyone. At least that's what he says. I'm in a weird situation. But I just hope that my dad didn't lie.

Hey bagelllssss!!! How are you all? I wasn't actually here to say it so I'll say it now but merry Christmas to those who celebrate it and happy new year! I'm terribly late to telling everyone, again I'm like suppeeerrr sorry for that and I'll try to be able to be here on holidays and stuff. Okay I'm gonna go now, make sure to drink water!!! Byeee

Remember me? I’m Lucas1091! I’m still on this app!

@Luc1fer_Morn1ngstar Hi! I remember you too lol, I'm good! How are you?

Hello bagel queen!! *bows* I was wondering if u have pinterest??

Hey! Remember me? Im red. Ik u probably been thinking where to had it gone, or maybe u didnt, but im glad to tell you im back. I saw how u aren't on wattpad much anymore, and I understand because same, but I hope u see this and remember me!

don't forget that we love you!! ❤️ and to stay healthy!

Hi bagels! If y'all don't know I'm usually not online as much as I used to be so im sorry if I don't like immediately respond to announcements, comments, or stuff like that. 
          I'm gonna be honest I kinda got bored on Wattpad and all, so uh I'm not leaving but I won't be on here as much, probably will be on like once a month or so. Anyways, I just wanted to thank everyone on here for giving me a wonderful experience! I made so many friends and met a lot of people and read so many amazing stories. And honestly pls don't read some comments I did on stories sometimes if your a random person coming on my profile to see who I am and stuff, half the time they were cringe comments T-T. 
          
          
          Ok, I'm gonna go now, bye! Drink water, and eat food, aka basically stay healthy and do the basic needs that your body needs, ily all so much, bye! <3