Hazel_BookLover

The amount of times I tried committing is like— alot. Can you believe that, love? Me? Committing? Pfft, such a waste. 
          
          Jen and I are happy together. She understands that I can't move on from you yet, she completely understands and comforts me. She's just like you. Always so busy with life. That's what I love about the both of you. 
          
          I love you :>

I feel like an idiot about this. 
          
          I made a song, it was originally for you but I changed some of the lyrics and now it became a song for the people I love. Yeah, I feel like idiot trying to survive a world that just keeps on getting harder and harder

She made it... I hope whoever found her lives an amazing life

I wish I did better.
          She's with you now
          Soaring the skies

I'm sorry Hazel. I couldn't save her

I fell for Jen. I'm sorry
          
          Somehow... falling for her makes me think about you less, like I'm finally moving on
          
          I'm sorry. She makes me feel the way you used to make me feel. Loved. I can't believe I've actually fallen for somebody else... I'll move on from you, you probably would want me to 

Remember one time we were cuddling in your room and you just said that the name "Elowen" suited me more. I appreciate it, my love. It makes me feel like me and not someone who's problematic

Hi, we didn't know each other but I just wanted to say that I'm so so sorry I wasn't here and I hate myself for not joining earlier. I found you by chance and am trying to find anyone with any connection to you. I also wanted to tell you that the guy posting on your profile, he's a real bitch and he's been put somewhere where he can't mess with anyone anymore. I am so sorry for your loss. Fly high.

I love you—
          in every dawn that breaks too slow,
          in every place we used to know,
          in every quiet breath below...
          I love you.
          
          I loved the way you made the ordinary shine,
          how every borrowed moment felt like forever was mine.
          And though forever slipped away,
          my heart still calls your name each day.
          
          I searched for you in gentle skies,
          in autumn leaves and firefly lights.
          I held on tight through every tear,
          pretending you were still right here.
          
          But love was never meant to chain
          a soul that's flown beyond my pain.
          So I'll keep every smile we knew,
          instead of mourning all we couldn't do.
          
          If there's a place where hearts don't break,
          I hope you've found the peace I couldn't make.
          Until my own journey is through,
          I'll carry every piece of you.
          
          I love you...
          
          So I let you go.
          
          ---
          
          The roses bloom where we once stood,
          Their petals soft, their silence good.
          They sway as if they always knew
          I'd spend my life still loving you.
          
          The moon still finds my windowpane,
          It lights the tears I cannot name.
          For every star that fills the night
          Reminds me of your gentle light.
          
          I do not ask for fate to bend,
          Or beg the heavens to pretend.
          Some souls must leave before we're through,
          But mine still softly walks with you.
          
          So if the wind should brush my face,
          I'll think you've stopped for one embrace.
          If sunlight warms my hands anew,
          I'll smile and whisper, "That was you."
          
          Until the day my heart is free,
          I'll keep your love inside of me.
          Not loud with grief, nor wild or blue—
          Just quiet...
          
          The way I always loved you.

Hey Hazel, your girlfriend joined you in hell. Wish you a lifetime in that hell of a place