Hazyclouds04

All the silence just makes it worse really
          Cuz it leaves you so top of mind for me
          All the silence is 
          Just your strategy 
          Cuz it leaves you so top of mind for me

Me cuz I accidentally mini vented or said that we'll dye soon, so it's fine to that one girl:
          
          
          
          I'm just so dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb

Soo, i confronted her. Asked her what I wanted to. She said no and told me that she never said that and told me to ask her friends. I said that I dont need ask anyone about anything cuz I heard her and told her that what I wear is none of her business. She said okay and apologized, just to get that done 
          
          
          Later, she apparently talked to her friends, when mine were with her about it and said that one of my friend also judges. She obiv said that she'd never do that. The girl cried bro 
          
          
          
          Just from a confrontation. If she's gonna talk and judge others, she's gotta grow a back. Or something like that

Guyssssss
          
          
          I'm gonna go fight a girl today 
          
          
          So, that girl has been commenting of other girls and I never said anything. Until today cuz yesterday, when me and my friends were talking about what to wear for our fresher's, i mentioned that I'm gonna wear a dress and they asked if it's a body con i said no and explained the dress. That girl heard us and told another girl and her friends that I'll wear a body con and said how someone can wear tight dresses and short dresses. Apparently, they even body sh@me girls so yeah. Imma whoop her ahh today. Wish me luck!

I fell and twisted my ankle. 
          
          
          
          It's the size of a pingpoll ball now
          
          
          I can't walk but I gotta to go clg tomorrow bruh-
          
          
          
          TvT I wanna cryyyyy
          
          
          
          
          On the bright side, the amount of eye contacts I had with my crush was oml-
          
          
          I literally fell down the stairs, stood up laughing with my friend and stood there, processing as she checked my ankle when he walked down past us bro. She almost fell laughing 
          
          
          
          Anyway, we had funnnn today. I had to write chem test twice i effed up the first time and had to write a math test, which I copied, but after that, no classes were on. We had funnn i actually planned to go to another round of campaigning with my friend but my ankle stopped me.

I'm saur boreddd
          
          
          
          I hate maths bro
          
          
          Why does it gotta be so fckng hardddddd
          
          
          
          Like, one topic is easy af and this like sht is hard
          
          
          Lol
          
          
          Anywayyy i skipped clg today will have to go back tomorrow Anddd they said they'll let us campaign again so funn except I'm not longer running for the student council. Sad but true. Idk. Not that into it. My friend is in it tho. So I'll get to roam around the campass with herr

Guyssss I finally have Instagramm. Like, I asked my dad if I can get it and he said sure. Then he told me to be safe and blah blah blah. 
          
          
          I have ig nowww yayy

I was watching enola holmes and enola was working on finding the red head. I realised, if i ever disappear, no one would be able to find me cuz I have too many things I'm into and find me through hints on my face and all would be impossible. If the found me, it's either cuz I'm bad at hiding or I want to be found ig.

It was break for us and I was staring in the washroom with my friend and she told me he's in our floor. We walked out and we almost bumped into eachother. My friend didn't say anything and as an excuse, I told her I'll refill my bottle so I went, he was there, I was filling the bottle up, he wasn't there. He came back again and i went to class. After a while, we literally looking into the class, right at me cuz I sit in the row which faces the door. We literally had eye contact and after a while, he left. Aaanddd came back and he looked through the glass door and finally left bro
          
          
          Not posting thiss

GUYSSS I finally told my friends about my crush on him. One didn't believe me and both of them were shocked I just said that they're dumbaf cuz I told them I had a crush but never told him name. I thought they understood who he was cuz I intentionally roam for him and get back to class when I see him. I thought I was obvious. I told them they know him and would've known who he is if they have a brain and walked away to the entrance of our class and she asked me if it's him. I shrugged and walked out. They figured it out and started teasing me. It was literally a few minutes ago. I'm otw home