Hazyclouds04
Feel like a fool waiting for you~
Hazyclouds04
Hazyclouds04
I don't wanna go to school. Faked being sick so much that my mom doesn't even believe me anymore. She just let's me stay so I won't whine and throw a tantrum at school saying I'll leave. Lol. Should I do that again?
Hazyclouds04
@bellshere_ i mean, yeah ig. I stopped talking to my best friend. My friends have their own best friends so I have no one to talk to and the girl I talk alot with and who's friends with everyone, like me. Lol. She had to go to a marriage so she wasn't at school. And I kept messing stuff up and been really down. I just wanted to stay home forever ig Sorry for that-
bellshere_
@Hazyclouds04 i mean there must be reason not wanting to go to school right? I want to know y even tho if u think it's stupidest thing ever idc jus share with me i will help..i want to
Hazyclouds04
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Why j have trust issues? It's not even that. I trust every fucking person. Everyone.
I put my ego aside and apologized for something you imagined and what do I get in return? You screen recording the convo and sending it to someone but you accidentally send it to me and delete and blame it on your phone? Stop lying. I'm done. I'm done with you, with your toxic words, actions. I'm dunb to come back to you every freaking time. I leave, I apologize. Every freaking time. When did you ever apologize? It's always me. I'm the loser. Not you. I let you get away with millions of things and I get made fun off, called names. Fuck you. Fuck you. You have that innocent little face, innocent little reputation and you fucking bully people. Think they're your fucking pet you can control. Fuck you honestly.
Hazyclouds04
Pushing them to tell me what's wrong so I can help
Then Letting me go
bellshere_
I keep my word
You keep my shirt
Few words not much
No proof we understand enough~~
Hazyclouds04
It's always "try to get rid of it. It's embarrassing"
Never "how can I help you getting better? "
bellshere_
Hey I'm so sorry i didn't reply to any of your texts here so honestly it's been hard for me these days like I'm sick I have a real bad cold plus I'm on my period so I'm having really horrible mood swings one second I'm crying next second I'm fighting and all these stuff without any reason so idk what's happening to me this winters is usually wearing me out coz i have 2 internships to do plus college is making us work our ass off...so what I'm saying is FEEL FREE TO SPAM MY MB WHENEVER U FEEL LIKE I'LL RESPOND ASAP AND DON'T THINK IM IGNORING U COZ I WOULD NEVER MY KID TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND STUDY WELL(I'll know if u won't and I will not buy u candies then ><) SO YEA I'LL BE SPAMMING TOOOooooooo ;-;
bellshere_
@Hazyclouds04 YEA I WILL TC U TOO DO THAT- (Thank uuuuuuuuu for the sweaters I kinda like to feel cold but warm at the same time feels so nice but have consequences lol)
Hazyclouds04
@bellshere_ nooo, don't be sorry. I wasn't active either. I'm not sick but just didn't have motivation to do anything. DON'T FEEL BAD FOR TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF!!! periods hurt like sheat, no? Idk. I only understood why we cry when we're on our periods. I got them first in our class but also loekey new to feeling them so wtev. It's cold for youvso take all my sweaters. Stay warm, while I kick that collage's ahh
Nutaellakookies07
Ig yes.. it does...
Here.. we have 20 mks (project and internal assessment sht)
And we write 80 mks paper
Hazyclouds04
@Nutaellakookies07 ohhhhhh they're annoying af but useful tooo. I'm happy we don't have them from next year but sad cuz we don't-
Hazyclouds04
Happy Heather dayy!!
Hazyclouds04
Rest in peace, tannie. We'll miss you. TT