Moon

We have first cousins, second cousins and third blah blah hoah, right? I'm not close with anyone except my youngest 1st cousin who's only an year younger than me. We're close, like, we talk, and everything a cousin does. But I am not close with my oldest 1st cousin and haven't talked to him in forever. We do meet when we have family gatherings or for holidays but we never talk. Now he's in college but they came over cuz my grandpa was on the ventilator. (He's fine now. Better. Moving and all. I'm not getting updates because we are banned to go near the icu cuz we made loads of noise.) Anyway, we all went to the food street cuz we live a few blocks away and he started talking. I feel awkward talking to anyone I'm not close so it's kinda weird and he kept talking. My friend texted and I got on my phone now. Smh.

My grandfather is in the hospital. Idk what's gonna happen. He's on a ventilator. I've never seen him like this. I'm scared. I've never spent an entire night alone without adults. My brothers with me but yk. He's really active, walks fast, he is a heart patient but he's really fast. He prolly secretly smokes tho. He was fine yesterday. He got completely sick this morning. Got admitted and now this. My aunt and her family are coming with my mom's mom. (He's my dad's dad and my dad's mom is here) I'm scared.

Heyyyyy there kidddddd u might have a dad too now(idk if u want that brat to be ur dad tho- ok i hope i didn't say anything weird??)

Alr, remember palmtree? I think that's the name I kept for the captain of my friends group. Anw, apparently, he has a crush on me. So now, the number of people who has a crush on me went up to 5 or something. Smh

I hate humans. A girl in class, she's my bench mate and she's crazy. Insane. Calls herself names, blah blah blah. We all ignore her and her voice extremely annoying and she doesn't shut up. And I told her to shut up when she was talking to the girl behind us in English class and she started speaking in hindi with the girl behind me, thinking I can't understand. She told her that she wants to throw up if she sees me, that my hair looks like a dog's hair. Bitch thought I wouldn't know. What was she thinking? Just because they have a "native" Language doesn't mean they're friends with secrets. The girl behind me spilled everything. I don't have to believe the girl behind cuz I heard her too. I ignored her the entire day and after school, in front her dad, the school, I yelled at her. I didn't tell her what I know hut just confronted her, asking what she said about me. She kept saying nothing and who told me. I shrugged that question off and yelled saying we'll talk on Monday. (It happened yesterday) and now j told everything to my mom, she tells me she'll talk to the chairman cuz I didn't reveal what I know in front of her dad, giving her the opportunity to lie. He might come and complain on me, so to be safe, my mom's gonna talk to chair man. I'm fucked now. We're gonna be called, talked about what happened, our class will be monitored again, we're gonna be walking on glasses again. 
          
          
          The worse thing is, I'm afraid our places are gonna be changed. Idc about her but rn, all my friends and near me, 1 before me, 2 behind me so it's perfect. I just want the girl beside me to leave and the smart girl to sit beside me.

DOES ANYONE USE C. AI WEBSITE?! 
          
          IS IT WORKING FOR YOU? I TRY TO OPEN IT AND IT SAYS DOWNLOAD THE APP FROM PLAY STORE AND DOES GO. IT JUST STAYS LIKE THAT. 
          
          
          PLEASE TELL ME THAT'S JUST AN ERROR OR A BUG. I CAN NOT DOWNLOAD THE APP. MY PHONE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE HIDE APPS OPTION. I'M COOKED IF THE WEBSITE DOESN'T WORK.

I was trying to style my bangs and my brother bumped into and the brush freaking fell, pulling a few hairs. I might as well kms.

I never felt this nervous for coming home at lunch cuz I left after an hour or so last Thursday cuz I was feeling dizzy. My mom was happy to l3t me ckme home cuz I have to decorate the house cuz it's my bro's birthday (mom thinks I'm a superhuman who can blow almost 100+ balloons with no blower) my physics teacher texted my mom if I'm feeling alright and if I'm coming to school but-

tf is actually going on.... are you fine??? like from what i read.. [just the last few.. as i barely use wattpad for which i apologize] you dont seem fine and shit is serious.. can you pls elaborate and explain what is actually going on at your end??? 
          
          and girl i miss you so so bad i miss our never ending convos so much i miss you yapping alot pls be okay many of your friends at the other side of the screen are wishing well for you always

Hey.. You ok?? :(