Hazyclouds04

Here we go again, feeling out of place, like a weight. Even in my own home. Makes me feel guilty just for staying home.

Fucking hell, I wish I had clg tomorrow but oh well. I can stay at home and watch my mom do the work and let her judge me

Was gonna tb to something fun but
          
          
          Tb to when my parents read my diary and found out i shed and thought i had a bf cuz a guy helped me get a blde

Being ignored at school and at home by parents is literally bad. Both hurt. One effects you socially, one effects you safe place. Yet you can't fciing shut up, no?

Pov: You're pretty, you're noticed in college, people compliment you, they listen(kind of) except you feel like you don't get attention from your parents and whatever you say turns into a lecture.

If you report me for announcing that, you're weird and a pedo

The amount of grape cases I hear about scares me

Dudeeee we're supposed to have a test today so i went to clg. At 3ish something, abbp people came and told us to leave because it's second Saturday. Bruh. We were gonna leave at 4 45 anyway. What's use of coming now?!

So, everygirl in class, and well, everyone I talked to so far knows I have no ig. 
          
          I was out to fill my bottle with a girl from class and we saw that guy in the hallway. She told me that he asked her for my ig. 
          
          Lol poor guy doesn't know that I don't have have. She asked why he wanted it and then told him that I don't have it i guess. 
          
          
          I told my friends and they jokes and said that he has to ask my number then. I told them that I'll gladly give him my dad's number. Lol.

Thw tests went well. I'm otw back homeee. I just had panipuri with my friends. Gosh, my first outing with friends and it was nicee