Hazzahoo94

@Shannnxoxo 
            Hi my love!  Thank you.  You have no idea how much I have missed you!    I was and still am a mess both emotionally and physically, but that’s a story for a DM...lol.   I am absolutely loving ‘ALL THAT GLITTERS’.  Reading your work is always such a treat.   It’s so wonderful and comfortable...like I’m with my best friend, or my mum again.    ❤️  I’m Home again.

@heskindastraight 
            
            Sounds like a perfect plan to me!  :D
            
            Tbh, I can't remember if I told you I was writing a Harry story as well...in LONGHAND...because I don't have a word processing program on my Notebook.   I actually did have a trial program on my Notebook and  typed some stuff on it during the 'trial period', but then I lost access to all of it when the trial period was up.  I didn't have the $$ to buy the program anyway.  So..... It looks like my "never-ending story"  is never going to get finished, nor be posted on Wattpad, which was the ultimate goal.  It's been a 'work-in-progress' for over 2 years now...LOL...so I don't hold out much hope of ever completing it.   Kinda sucks too, because parts of it are pretty dam good (not to sound like a braggart), but I simply don't have the time, energy, workspace, etc.  
            
            Well, it's going on 3 AM here, so I best try to get some sleep.   I've got a lot of errands to run tomorrow.
            
            Take care!   And I hope to see you upload TWS again!   I'll be looking forward to reading it!    xo

@hazzahoo94 ugh i loved those stories but some stuff happened and i was so out of it. I think about rewriting the wedding singer. I really am sorry i had people messege me about those stories and i totally feel bad. But I'm writting again so maybe i will repost them.

@heskindastraight    
            
            Hi!   I hope this note finds you well too.   It's funny that you should message me because I was thinking about your take on "The Wedding Singer" several months back.    I was enjoying reading that book very much, but then you pulled it.  :'(
            
            You also had a book about a couple and 'kinks' right?    I went into your profile and didn't see that one either.    IDK why you pulled them off because you were numerous chapters in and they were both really fun.  I was actually hoping that you might repost them back onto Wattpad, but you never did and I figured you just gave up on writing, or left Wattpad and the fandom.
            
            Glad to see you're still here.  Things are hectic in my life.   SSDD kind of scenario, only worse.   Anyways, I haven't had a lot of time to read, but recently started trying to squeeze it in.   Hope to TTYS.   Feel free to message me.  xo   ;)

Hi-  Sorry but I don't have Insta.

@Hazzahoo94 good, bad, it doesn't matter. friends are friends, i guess. so hey i didn't feel embarrassed to message you after so many days. i think so shouldn't you. and i'd say don't worry about reading "evanescence' a second time - i don't. i hope you're alright. and i hope everything falls right. ! !

Hi!   No, it's not random;  I'm GLAD you messaged me about it because I've wanted to write to you, but tbh felt embarrassed.   I've been an extremely BAD Wattpad friend.   I've been up and down depressed for months ever since my mum's terminal diagnosis.  While I've read some other people's stories on here, ones that don't require deep thought, I'm well aware I haven't continued my second reading of Evanescence.   It is one of my favorite books ever, and I want to make sure I give it my full attention.   While you may think it's not, I think of Evanescence as a story that is deep and thought provoking.   I read slowly to begin with, but with Evanescence, I sat back and mulled over each chapter before leaving my comments.  With my second reading, I once again want to give the book my total and full attention so I can answer the questions you posted.
            
            As for your new story....  What can I say but "YAY!"      I'm running around a lot, but will check it out by the end of the weekend.  Thx for telling me.
            
            Hope you are doing O.K.
            
            TTYS.
            
            xoxo
            A

@Hazzahoo94 okok - i've sent you a message on your inbox now :)

I've been thinking about you and wondering how your holiday season was.  Do you celebrate?   Also, how's school going?  Are you on break now?  Have you thought about writing anymore stories for Wattpad?   I know I've been a bad Wattpad friend to you.  I haven't been in touch and I also promised to re-read "Evanescence" and give you feedback, and I've done neither, so once again I apologize.  I have NOT forgotten my promise and never will, but it's going to take me a longer time to accomplish it.  I will though.
            
            Ahhh....it's snowing here in NYC today.  ❄️☃❄️☃  We've been having lots of warmer weather and rain over the past month, so I guess we're due for the white stuff.  I actually love the cold and the snow, but sadly my lungs do not (I've got asthma and supposedly COPD) so I can't hang outdoors like I used to, at least not for long periods of time.      No more skiing and snowmobiling for me......lol.   Yeah, I'm inside watching TV where it's super toasty warm, but it's all good.   Right now I'm watching my favorite all-time monster, Godzilla, so I'm relatively happy for the time being.
            
            I hope you are doing a lot better than me.   It's a new year so maybe.....   Who knows?   Maybe 2017 will surprise me and things won't be as bleak as the doctors are telling my mum and me.   I can only hope and pray.  After all, it is ultimately in God's Hands.
            
            Sending you BELATED HAPPY NEW YEARS WISHES along with BIG HUGS!
            
            (((( HUGS ))))

Oh, wow!  I am SO sorry!  Actually, I never use or go into the conversations/message board, but I'm realizing lots of other Wattpadders do, so I'm gonna try to use it.  The best way to get me for sure is through the inbox, because I always check that.
            
            Anyways, once again, I'm sorry I haven't been in touch.   I told you my mum had terminal cancer awhile back.  Well, she's in the worst stage right now, stage four, where there's usually no hope left.  The doctors were only giving her months to live and I was freaking out.  Chemotherapy treatments did NOT work and the after effects only made it worse for her.  People who get chemo frequently suffer from neuropathy, it's like a permanent and very excruciatingly painful nerve damage in your hands and feet, so of course, as if the cancer wasn't bad enough, she got the neuropathy.  Unfortunately, there's no medication to fix it either.  
            
            Soooo....without going into the whole sordid mess, I haven't had a lot of free time because I've been taking my mum to specialists, the hospital for tests and procedures, etc.   Also, I'm very depressed and have been going to a bunch of my own doctors for knee, stomach, and back problems.  Ugh!  I feel like I'm one hundred years old!     I'm just really in a sad, depressed state and I'm feeling very overwhelmed.   I took my mum to the oncologist (cancer doctor) this past Thursday and nothing much has changed.  She's definitely not better, but she's not much worse either....thank God.   Look.....I know we ALL have to die one day, but it's too soon for me to have to say goodbye.  Plus I still need to get a job and am worrying about paying bills, etc.
            
            
            
            

@kingtomlnsn 
            
            Hey!  Just saw your note.   THANK YOU for sharing your creativity and talent here on Wattpad.   I think your writing is BRILLIANT!   Just added  'The Model' to my Reading List.     ;D