I'm a random person who wants others to be happy because it sucks to be sad all the time and when I make some one less sad it makes me feel like I won't be forgotten forever when I die ...but that not a promise so -I'm most likely going to die with no one to remember me or show up at my funeral ...

This is why I don't talk about myself...

P.S I'm fine don't worry about me and worry about your own life you come first in your life 
You mater
And you are valid 
Spread the word ✌