HeartBreak37

why am i so shitty at everything i do lmao
          
          im somehow still ass at singing even tho ive been doing it for nearly 11 years, i unsurprisingly still suck ass at drawing, and my writing is stupidly shitty

back in my "i want to escape my own mind and body", "i have no desire to do literally anything other than rot", & "i can't focus on literally anything no matter whether it's important or not" era ✨

my ass pretending I'm not wholeheartedly projecting when I give my character's shitty/absent fathers and then shoving father figure-esque characters into their life:

Anyways
          
          When I was younger, in my favorite Animal Crossing Wild World save, I had Apollo and Wolfgang
          
          For some reason, my ass decided those two gave off fatherly vibes 
          
          I still kinda stand by this opinion 
          
          I'm gonna go back to forgetting I have Wattpad installed on my phone lol

Mentally Ill Core 
          
          wtf

oh wow
          
          im fucked up on the head lmfao

beep boop it's 2024 and I'm scared to graduate highschool

gotta love being a piece of shit girlfriend who still has no idea what the hell I could get or make for my boyfriend to give to him for Christmas despite the fact that he's had something for months for me

i feel like it's kinda sad how, even though we've been together for nearly 7 months, i still cry whenever he continues to talk to me and tries to make me feel better when I'm being overdramatic and trying to push him away because i'm still not super used to someone willing staying with and trying to help me

How am I such a fucking dumbass wtf is wrong with me