gotta love being a piece of shit girlfriend who still has no idea what the hell I could get or make for my boyfriend to give to him for Christmas despite the fact that he's had something for months for me
i feel like it's kinda sad how, even though we've been together for nearly 7 months, i still cry whenever he continues to talk to me and tries to make me feel better when I'm being overdramatic and trying to push him away because i'm still not super used to someone willing staying with and trying to help me
I have spoken to him once today, not counting me saying "not here to bother you, sorry" after he said I could rant to him
Do I want to talk to him? Duh
Am I not actually going to talk to him bc he has way more important/more entertaining/more enjoyable/better shit to do? Duh