HeartBreak37

Anyways
          
          When I was younger, in my favorite Animal Crossing Wild World save, I had Apollo and Wolfgang
          
          For some reason, my ass decided those two gave off fatherly vibes 
          
          I still kinda stand by this opinion 
          
          I'm gonna go back to forgetting I have Wattpad installed on my phone lol

Mentally Ill Core 
          
          wtf

oh wow
          
          im fucked up on the head lmfao

beep boop it's 2024 and I'm scared to graduate highschool

gotta love being a piece of shit girlfriend who still has no idea what the hell I could get or make for my boyfriend to give to him for Christmas despite the fact that he's had something for months for me

i feel like it's kinda sad how, even though we've been together for nearly 7 months, i still cry whenever he continues to talk to me and tries to make me feel better when I'm being overdramatic and trying to push him away because i'm still not super used to someone willing staying with and trying to help me

How am I such a fucking dumbass wtf is wrong with me

why am I so
          incompeteeeeent

wtf is up with my brain
          
          i just randomly thought up a scenario where he breaks up with me without any warning or anything and now i'm sobbing
          
          wth me

I have spoken to him once today, not counting me saying "not here to bother you, sorry" after he said I could rant to him
          
          Do I want to talk to him? Duh
          
          Am I not actually going to talk to him bc he has way more important/more entertaining/more enjoyable/better shit to do? Duh