Heartless_Scarlet_

Disappointment right another another along with betreyal and lies is all what life  is all about. Nothing lasts.

*laughs humorlessly* I always judged my 'sisters' for falling in love and being weak. Now I see that love truly does kills slowly. * sighs and looks out a window* and seems soon my time will come.

Huh....Jealousy is a bitter feeling that burns within.

My legs are dangling off the edge
          The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
          I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm 
          Gone, gone, gone, gone
          My legs are dangling off the edge
          A stomach full of pills didn't work again
          I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
          Gone, gone, gone, gone

Give me a shot to remember
          And you can take all the pain away from me
          A kiss and I will surrender
          The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead

That which doesnt kill you can still cripple, maim, torture, or otherwise cause you intense pain while still not making you stronger and only teaching you that that which doesnt kill you can still cripple, maim, torture, or otherwise still hurt.

The game of life has three rules: 
          1.You can't win. 
          2.You can't break even. 
          3.You can't get out of the game.

*smiles* ditching school to talk to someone special was not worth it since he brushed me away as if i didnt matter and had fun with other friends. Oh well no biggie. I still got my friends to cheer me up and these  bottles of vodka!

Best idea my friend, adam and Michael just had! We are  going to drink our troubles away! *giggles* fuck it! We dont need love! Screw all those haters and our families! Fuck you bitches! You know who you are fucking sluts! t(^o^t)

I miss him and I want him but does he even want me back? *sighs* as long that he is happy I guess I can fake a smile.