@HeartlessnEmotional
Hope you'll enjoy my story "JUST BREATHE VOLUME 3" as part of the JUST BREATHE ANTHOLOGY SERIES poetry collection
https://www.wattpad.com/story/368528491?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Aang151Rron
January 5th 2025 |
Twinkling Twenty One ✨️
Happy New Year Flowers!!
May 2025 be a year of adventure and surprises.
I pray we all achieve the accomplisments. We have been working on for sometime or have now decided to begin pursuring. May the Lord bless you in all you do.
I'm proud of you.
I'm happy you are here.
Thank you for being here.
1 corinthians 16-14
" Let all that you do, be done in love. "
In 2024 the word to describe the was Love.
This year my word to describe the theme of this year is Courage.
To move with a Courageous heart.
Muaah Much Love - Gea ❤️
Hi I saw in your bio that you might not be active right now but just letting you know I didn’t forget about you and I hope you are doing well :)) ♥︎♥︎♥︎
June 27, 2024
What is your summer song for Summer Twenty Twenty Four ?
Put me and the rest of the flowers, that will be reading. On to new music!!
From Country to Bossa Nova to Afrobeats. Released this year or before you were even born. Genre and categories of anywhere and everywhere.
What songs feels like summer ?
Please and Thank you.
Anywhooo, toodaloo and see you soon.ᥫ᭡
Hot girl summer Megan thee stallion ft Niki and I’m that girl by Beyoncé idkk they get me hype asf and it different in the summer (I hope youre doing okay physically and mentally babes)>333
June 27, 2024 | ☼
4:24pm
How have my flowers been ? What is new on Wattpad or your personal lives.
Anything, that you are all comfortable to share!
This is a safe space to share achievements, mental state/health as of the present moment. Any new books that have had you up all night reading.
I'll my Month Update of June. In the comments.☼
@HeartlessnEmotional 5 Months left of 2024. I'll update you on July 27th. I pray and hope that July. I have the strength to pivot. To build back consistency. To those who are struggling to grow from thinggs that they feel tangled into like a vine. May we all be able unravel of our past. In the sense of making amends and letting it rest to be able to be present. Anger and blame, I hold a grudge to myself. For the hurt I have caused to others and me. I am growing and healing. The wish to undo, floats in my mind at times. I realize how short life is. Something about turning Twenty. Really, highlighted the fragility of life. I want to be intentional and purposeful with my decisions. All I can do is make the choice that is right for me. In this moment and hope that future me is living a more calming life. That she returns to parts of herself. The creative and arts of her, that she, I miss dearly. Regret is a heavy emotion. If one thing I learned and struggle. Is, that the lack of advocating for yourself. Make you feel so small. Has had me have low self-trust and question my gut/intuition. I have been trusting my intuition more and it is so reassuring. To know you stood for you and in result. It was right. Building trust within you is self preservation. Trust your gut/intuition. Build your back bone. Advocate for yourself. Muaah Much Love , - Madam G ᥫ᭡
HeartlessnEmotional's | June Update -
Heartbreak is the one word to describe June. And the reflection of these six months of Twenty Twenty Four. My mental health has been so paralyzing. I did not realize how low of a mental state I was in. How bad it truly gotten. Till, I suppose I am awakening from this deep dark slumber.
Still in the cocoon season of my life.
Isolation was such a focus. It became a detriment to me. In some ways.
Balance it more.
Community I am welcoming in more. Reciprocity. To care and love in safe and gentle spaces.
February 14, 2024
Happy Valentines, My Flowers.
I love You.
@HeartlessnEmotional i found out my bf cheated today so from the depths of my heart, i thank you
February 5, 2024.
First time I have logged into this app. In months, almost a year. Eyes water with such emotion.
Hello Flowers
In the wave of my pen. Hugged my hand and fingers. In my journal, I wrote in reflection of my life.
The thought to retire has came. As quickly as that thought welcomed my headspace. Acceptance and certanity of that decision appeared too.
Reassured me deeply.
Twenty. I turned twenty, January 5th, 2024.
The growing to the becoming of myself. Welcoming the chrysalis of the little one I was. A girl I grew to be. Teenager with the weight of responsiblities. To now, a young woman. This need book of this new decade of life. I am ready for a new season of shedding, planting, sprouting, growth and blooming the fruit of my labor.
There will be things to let rest in the past in the aspecta if my life.
Wattpad is one that I am ready to let rest.
Sorrowfilled for Wattpad was a part of childhood. And it took different chapters of phases in which I utilized the app. The pendemic chapter. If I may detail it as that. Was my favorite, those I met and spoken to. Those that felt like colleagues as I see them reappear in other books. Adding entertainment within the comments.
Many books I've started and won't be finished. That is alright. Work is at times uncompleted with how we first intially expected it to be. But it is completed with letting it be as it is.
However, temporaily, I will make some of my writings public. A scrapbook of many things. Short writtings of scenes from structured book ideas with titles. For, unfortunately I never finished a book. Many ideas but it was hard to write. To have that flow for I suppose the thought of an audience reading.....froze my momentum. At times, I could write and write. Within the present of myself.
I am a writer. A writer in the comfort of my self. Before being on this app. And days after my farwell. I am a lady who writes and enjoys it deeply.
A gift to you, writers and readers. I want to share some of my pieces with you.
As a Thank You.
I remember hoping to reach 1k before my twentieth brithday. I may have, but did not remember to check. Today I see that, I am at 1.03k.
I am thankful for having 1.03k flowers and plants this my garden. This community of support, laugther and fond memmories. May you all bloom and grow tremendously in this new year of 2024. You will always have my support.
I love each flower in my garden.
" How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard. " - Winnie The Pooh.
With the closing of this book. I shed mournfilled tears. A death something, in ways I knew but the date and time of when it will be. Unaware to me.
A new one has been written. Know this flowers, though it is the end. I will remember you.
A golden place you have in my heart. A special place deep within.
Zechariah 4:10
" Do not depise these new beginnings. "
I love you all ever so deeply.
Muaah Much Love
- Madam G❤️
October 5, 2023
Eighty Eight Days till the New Year.
If all you do these last months is prioritize your need for rest. I'm proud of you.
If all you do these last months is build back consistency with school. I'm proud of you.
Whether you're nineteen or twenty three and decided, you're ready to get your learners or license. I'm proud of you.
Whether you've welcomed the space to begin the start, towards forgiving yourself.
Or of letting yourself feel emotions that you tend to block away such as anger or sorrow.
Finding words that better describe what it is you feel.
How ever small of an achievement it may seem to others. It is important to you. Celebrate your wins.
Little the little wins expand. Take space and take in the joy of it being done.
Trust the pace in which your feet walk. Importantly be proud of the accomplishments you've stepped into completion.
You making it to the end of this year.
Is a blessing.
Comparison will have you forget that you're on your own path.
Iife is fragile but it is meant to be lived.
And I pray and hope...even with the little and weak,dead Faith I have. For it to regrow again to say this.. I pray and hope you can live your life. Not spend your life, trying to convince yourself it's worth living. Not feel alienated within the presence of yourself. Welcomed in the vessel of your body. Not be in survive mode. Be in more flows of peace and contentment. To be present.
To breathe and enjoy the moment.
Simplicity of that moment
The thrill of excitement of that moment.
Live in the moment.
Grateful you did it.
Happy you are here to experience it.
I hope to see you, Flowers in the new year. TwentyTwenty Four.
Please, meet me there.
I love you.
I'm proud of you.
~ Madam G