alex h. d. s.

reasons to stay
          
          me
          our band
          your art
          writing
          fashion
          your future home
          music
          erection gc 
          our son ack
          dates
          the horniman
          paintings
          headphones
          letters
          cds
          valentines day
          halloween
          top surgery
          therapy
          flowers
          keychains
          carabiners
          jokes
          theater
          acting
          fashion
          activism
          diy
          spider punk
          lyrics
          mitski 
          weezer
          heavenly concert in july
          my birthday
          cats
          sharks
          movies
          dr who
          space
          posters
          collages
          art classrooms
          art teachers
          inside jokes
          kissing
          loving each other
          binders
          whimsy twee
          grunge
          animation
          being an author
          brain rot
          out living donald trump
          dying your hair
          
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <333333

how do i get better

my gender dysphoria is so bad and i just hate being born a girl i hate being female my entire family is transphobic and i just hate how i look. i feel physically ill every second of the day and i hate looking in the mirror because i'm literally physically repulsed with how i look. i want to throw up every time i see my fucking face like why the fuck am i so ugly all the time.

like im actually just going to slowly stop talking and doing things until people just forget about my existence because it would really stop me from feeling so shit all the time

edited my profile who cheered

nooo why would you do that to my red pullover （ ´,_ゝ`)       [your desc]

seussical AAAAH

wriyteing

hi did you know the horseshoe crab isnt actually a crab? its actually more related to aracnids/ sipders but they where called that cus they r creepy crawly like crabs so ppl where like woah dude it crabb

also sorry i haven't bee online err mental health and school :(