alex&er

:p

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i hate editing my books becasue wdym i was that bad at writing just over a year ago

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i miss reading fanfic until 4am last year summer was the only time in my life where i didn't feel half dead most of the time

im literlay gona quef

when the fajitas come out sizzlin!!!!!!1!!!!!1!1!

i am going to light a feather on fire

i should've gotten in the car (shitty thing written by me lol idk)
          
          i should've gotten in the car
          i think as the rain soaks my blazer
          i should've gotten in the car
          my phone sits limp in my pocket
          waiting for a text
          someone to talk to
          i should've gotten in the car
          as the joints in my spidery legs start to hurt
          hoping silently that the weight will burn off
          the bones that sit beneath
          i should've gotten in the car
          my cold hands plunge into the pockets
          they're filled with old gum wrappers
          and remains of cash from whatever i last bought
          i should've gotten in the car
          the shoes and socks are worn through
          and rainwater leaks into my skin
          i should've gotten in the car
          the stopwatch runs on my phone
          maybe it'll tell me the steps i've taken
          i should've gotten in the car 
          as i walk past my old school
          the lessons still in session
          and their fly-filled brains knocking about
          she told me to just earn more
          i should've gotten in the car
          as my homework and workbook soak
          ink leaks down into the bottom of my bag
          i should've gotten in the car
          how much dinner can/will/should i have?
          can my parents afford my presence for much longer?
          i should've gotten in the car
          all the people i've known:
          i wonder how they are
          especially the sweetest boy i know
          i should've gotten in the car
          i'm just wasting my time

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