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the fact that i'm actually so madly in love with the same guy since the 3rd week of school. like holy shit i can get over him, it not okay. like im actually pulling a full dark red rn even though i dont even talk to him anymore we just smile a wave at eachother. Like fuck dude. He asked where i was when i was sick once and that's actually got me going crazy, i see him looking at me during lunch sometimes or at least in my direction since our lunch areas are super close. I'm so fucking down bad for this man i would actually do anything for him to like me back. I'd sell my soul if i have to. Like if he asked me to be his girlfriend id say yes in a heartbeat no fucking hesitation, I haven't thought about or liked a person for this long and i feel like if i don't do something im gonna miss my chance but at the same time im so scared to talk to him like holy shit. anyways thanks for listening to my TED talk