Its been a long time. whooaa..- I leave for 2 years? since I was 15? and now Iam 18.. :) I read my last story (actually my one and only work here) :/ and it was– very unoriginal.. it was so un-me. its awkward. So, Iam sorry for that..
I use to wish my writing skill were as good as you guys are. I feel like my work is all disappointing but that was in the past. (I was writing with depression back then, and I was still veryyy a kid back then.) all those time I leave I come to learn to face my reality.. right after my 15 end I quit my study. I was so happy at the first time, of course: no study, no teacher's lecture, no need to see those teen drama... then, things change. I began to wonder what actually I want to do someday. I don't wanna be a princess who can't do anything but sit and wait for the prince to save her. (hahaha... :/ that speech-) I wanna be higher with my own strength. I out for a job. then I quit- my family (and I), we heads home to our homeland. felt so good for awhile.. meet many person I use to know 7 years ago. but we never talk. I remember it was my mistakes, I never really be their friends. even worst, I start to remember how I never give my friend or family intention they need. all I care about is my own fun. *heavily sigh* .. and now Iam working again. just start 4 months ago. I once again discover nothing but how selfish Iam. -_- heck why did I end up telling you guys this? however The name Is Ridiyanah! Iyan is my surname. call me Yan for my pleasure :)..a BIG THANKS FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS! :D
