Heayyyyyyy

is it just me, or is Y/N read as Yeon and she's this girl who has midnight black hair that flows down to her shoulders, irises of hot chocolate surrounded by peaks of marshmallows bathing in an ocean of creamy vanilla flesh; and a button-ish nose that's just big enough to balance out her plump cherry lips and sharp foxy eyes
          	++ also; miss girl's hair can change accordingly to character; such as: an addition of light and floofy bangs, or the midnight black becoming a summery autumn brown that's thick, curly and long and braided with blood red roses stuck atop

ivy_gates

@Heayyyyyyy I- this is soo beautiful. Bad you don't write. :( and may I know what is this paragraph about ?
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Heayyyyyyy

is it just me, or is Y/N read as Yeon and she's this girl who has midnight black hair that flows down to her shoulders, irises of hot chocolate surrounded by peaks of marshmallows bathing in an ocean of creamy vanilla flesh; and a button-ish nose that's just big enough to balance out her plump cherry lips and sharp foxy eyes
          ++ also; miss girl's hair can change accordingly to character; such as: an addition of light and floofy bangs, or the midnight black becoming a summery autumn brown that's thick, curly and long and braided with blood red roses stuck atop

ivy_gates

@Heayyyyyyy I- this is soo beautiful. Bad you don't write. :( and may I know what is this paragraph about ?
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Heayyyyyyy

hey honeybuns, I'm in the need of a little reassurance right now; if that isn't too much to ask for. I feel like I'm being too greedy to ask for some sort of uplifting that can assure me that what I'm going through rn shouldn't be regarded as stupid or absolutely insane. I- well, it's really embarrassing, but I've always wanted to be some sort of performer or dancer or even actor in the entertainment industry. gah, I'm cringing at myself at how horribly disgusting the mere thought of even thinking I wanna pursue my life after such a foolish thing could even dare to come linger in my mind in the first place. you see, I'm really embarrassed. I'm really disappointed in myself for wishing to see myself living such a life. I just wanna go out there and make people happy and give them something to divert their minds on for a while after a long day. y'know, just be part of that refresher they look forward to to unwind and think of something else other than the problems in their own life. I wanna do theatre and perform and even be part of the scriptwriting and directing and choreography teams. ugh, I can't bring myself to admit these dreams of mine to anyone because in my mind, they're simply absurd; mainly due to my high commitment and seriousness towards my academic studies and whatnot. I feel I'd be letting my family down or smth cuz as an Asian, the pressure of having to be smart and succeeding in school and getting these big degrees and stuff is a real big let down. I feel like I'd be losing a lot by diving head first into the sacred pool of fine arts. they know I love dancing and have a passion for the art, but no one would expect me to take it so seriously that I'd dedicate my whole life to it, y'know?  *groans* there's a saying that if your dreams don't scare you, then they're not big enough. but what if they scare me so much to the point that they become nightmares? then what? I'm so conflicted rn and just need some sort of advice or anything to settle this dilemma

Ruma0193

@Heayyyyyyy aww!! Thank you so much for your kind words sweetie❤❤ I am happy to help and your kind words made my day UwU <33
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Heayyyyyyy

@Ruma0193 PLS IM GONNA CRY THAT WAS SO TOUCHING OMG .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
            ( ≧Д≦)
            ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽ 
            (个_个)
            I'M SO THANKFUL TO HAVE SOME BEAUTIFUL SOUL LIKE YOURS SEND WORDS OF COMFORT AND REASSURANCE THROUGH THE INTERENT FROM FAR FAR AWAY; THIS ONLINE WORLD REALLY CAN BE NONTOXIC *sniffles and blows nose*
            seriously, I really needed that. thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you sooo soo soooooo very much for being a real human and being there for others; your words mean so much to me more than you know.
            you knew just what to say to boost my confidence and really allow me to believe in myself, and you definitely nudged that feeling of uneasiness and self doubt away from ​the heavy pits of my heart; truly, I always underestimate how powerful words can really be ♥️♥️
            I appreciate you and love you very much, and hope you know that I wish you all the best in whatever you dream for in your life; and that whatever problems you may be dealing with right now will soon fade away to bring you a new day that's glowing with colorful rays to bask you in its success and happiness ( ◜‿◝ )♡
            
            you deserve the whole world and all the stars and galaxies beyond, love; you're a true sweetheart ◍✧*。
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Ruma0193

@Heayyyyyyy This was one thing but something I would personally suggest is to have a backup plan. Some ppl drop out of school and college to do so but I suggest against it. The dream you have..its not easy ofc and their are so many who want to do this but fail. So I am not suggesting u to quit ofc..I pray you succeed but I am telling u that its good to have a backup plan just so if things didn't work out then who would not be emotionally unstable and will have something to hold on to. 
            I wish you all the best. Lots of love and wishes❤❤ Peace
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