I am sorry for not writing..I don't know but I am really empty rn..Idk what to do with life nor do I have any motivation to write..I will come back I WILL but I am losing interest or getting really bad at stuff I was hella good at...I have this feeling of fear always gnawing at me and I feel as if I am trapped..not being dramatic but my suicidal thoughts and negative thoughts have started coming more..I am trying to stop myself from cutting AND I WILL but rn I feel numb and my mental health seems like a jungle rn..so please forgive me!! I kept you guys waiting for update for so many months and then I come back,drop few nonsense and now I drop this notice..I am sorry for making you guys wait and not updating my stories and being a really annoying author who doesn't even know how to write properly..Please forgive me!! I hope you guys won't give up on me..and that when I come back I will still see you guys supporting me!! I love you guys and always will<33 thanks for reading this pile of nonsense