I feel really suck after watching that Dream's Vlog including Mean and Plan cause reality hit me indeed. After this, I'm afraid of saying this but I feel like wanna vomit every time I accidentally clicked MeanDream video. I do don't have any hate to Dream or Mean personally. Just feel like stabing my heart when I see them together now. As much as I wanna stay longer in this 2wish fandom, I don't wanna feel any other heart breaking betray again. So I'll try to focus only Plan from now on. Don't worry I'll keep supporting Mean and stay in this fandom till the last time cause they are my first and ever fav BL couple. But it will never be the same.
#ps. Sorry for the long conversation, I don't have any friends or any place to unburden my feelings except here!