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kelsweatlicker69 

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GUYS IT'S ME, I'M ON MY OLD ACC BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY LOGGED OUT OF MY CURRENT AND I USE MY GOOGLE FOR IT AND MY MOM PUT A FAMILY LINK WHICH I WILL NEED HER PASSWORD TO LOG IN BBACK BUT I'M TOO EMBARRASSED WHAT IF SHE SEES WHAT I READ

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btw won't you the person who had a conversation with me about holes when i was at a restaurant

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@vanillangelstar help wdym I don't remember anything-
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This is a vent!!
          
          I lost a friend..oh dammit this would be my 9th anemo vision but this 9th vision would not be complete since that friend is still alive...but..they just left since they thought that i wasn't interested talking with them just because i don't talk much, I really do enjoy talking to him but.. I'm just busy most times or just don't feel like talking to anyone, i kept apologizing and spamming in the chat but he never replied or at least just seen on it...but..i let him be.. I didn't talk to him many times, so..its his choice not to talk to me after what i have done..i wanna cry, he was one of my best friends...why am i like this, why can't i just simply reply? It's not that hard right?? It clearly isn't! But I'm here being a fucking coward and a lazy bitch. All i ever have in mind is my fucking phone but doesn't even bother replying. he misunderstood me but..i still deserved it after not doing such a simple and important thing..he admired me before and basically had a crush on me....but in return i only fucking hurt his feelings..but..if I'm not in his life anymore...he won't suffer anymore right? He won't suffer from my stupid not talking shit! He won't have to think of me anymore, he will be free and finally give up on me..! but..i will still miss him..i promise that if i ever see him again..i will run up to him and hug him.. that's what he wanted to do at the graduation day.. I'm really sorry..my dear friend..i hope one day, you can perhaps forgive me..even if you do not wish to be friends with me any longer..i understand that and i will respect your decision..from now on..i will pray for your health and safety..thank you for being there for me.. I'm sorry i couldn't be there for you.. but at least you won't have someone that ignores you anymore, i hope you will live a happy life without me as your friend, thank you for admiring me and making me happy..i hope...you also perhaps enjoyed our time together before..goodnight, i love you, my dear friend.