Helenaheaven

No, you're not 15 anymore.
          	And still, you're allowed to feel like you are

Helenaheaven

Being a middle child is fine, until your older brother leaves home and it is your turn to take care of the younger sibling. Tell them how everything will be fine, hold them when they cry, promise them school is not that bad, even if it's a lie. Talk to them about their day and teach them how to treat girls. 
          It's about growing up too soon and not being ready to become an adult. It's about the damn guilt you carry, because you did not spend enough time with your older brother and you didn't tell them everything. It's about not asking them the questions you had and taking those movie nights for granted. 
          
          I'm sorry I can never be as good of a big sibling to him as you were.

Helenaheaven

I Hope that If I have children one day they're not gonna have to feel what I felt. I hope they can live without their head telling them something is wrong about them and they need to change.
          I hope my children never get addicted to the things I was addicted to.
          I hope they never have to spend every day of the week in gym just to feel good about themselves.
          I hope my children never put themselves down just because they godlt a bad mark in their favourite subject.
          I hope they never wake up and wish that they wouldn't.

Kitaranreader

@Helenaheaven  I hope so too and I wish you the best for the future <3
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