Helios

Happy new year!

FALSE ALARM PEOPLE!
          
          MY PHONE FELL ON MY FACE!
          
          IM NOT DONE WRTING SMU—

I'm not dead. Just. Been super super busy. But I'll be back. Soon.

Just in case y'all missed it, there are about 3 updates this week. 
          
          One is the ongoing one, which I added to the chapter number.
          
          And then there is the revelation chapter. So if y'all don't know the intention of revelation, it is to simply reveal the past events. It happened in the past, consequently leading to the current chapters that were impacted by the revelation. 
          
          
          It's also to add the "Oh. That's why [add character's name] did this." Effect for y'all. 
          
          Twisted and turned. 
          
          And HUsh, Pebbie. I am not EVIL. 
          
          Evil Heli updates once in every three months. 

Got a week worth of vacation. Instead of resting, sleeping, I'm gonna be spamming update 
          
          Eheheheheheheehehehheehehe

They have royal permission to do WHAT

*Cough in see you on 31st* 

Hi! It's been a while. I'm really, really sorry for disappearing like I did. It's...​A little difficult to explain, and it's okay if you'll find it hard to understand. Wmmap has been a HUGE part of my life, both in the positive and the negative way, I had become obsessive in the worst ways, I had arrived to a point where it was everything, almost more important than my personal life. It was, obviously, a defense mechanism to shit in life, and wmmap had become my little safe heaven. Unfortunately, I unconsciously connected this Fandom with a bad period of my life, and I reached a point where I had to cut ties with everything that reminded me of it, that meant wmmap. Basically, my brain started to refuse entering in contact with anything that had something to do with the Fandom, and that implied wattpad in general too. I did want to message you, but I couldn't bring myself to open the app, and then time started to pass, to the point where it became too late and I felt too guilty to reach out. Tonight I said "fuck it" and decided to download the app again. It's not been fair to you and I felt like I owed you an explanation at least. I'd love to come back and finish reading your stories, but I still can't bring myself to, and I have no idea when or if I'll ever be able to. I really hope my absence didn't affect you too much, and that you managed to keep writing, even if I guess you did, looking at your conversations down here. I'm really, really happy to know you got people supporting you and your writing, because I can definitely tell you that your works affected me a lot back then, and that your stories will be in my heart forever. You write wonderfully and with passion, please, don't ever stop.
          Thank you for everything

You know what I love about you guys, those who I've interacted with? 
          
          Whenever I mentioned the typos, the errors, how I cringed at my work at times, 
          
          You guys seem to view it so differently. Positively different. 
          
          And I thank you for that. 5 years in this fandom and still counting. 

Please remain calm my dear loyal citizens of the ghosted fandom. 
          
          
          That was a false alarm update. (I meant to click Save because I was editing and ended up pressing on the publish button) 
          
          
          But I promise you a chapter on 25th.